tired.

very tired.

my legs can hardly move... n i'm dragging myself around the house to finish up the chores... ate maggie... washed the dishes... clothes in the washing machine... waiting for the washing machine to beep.. only then will i be able to hang it and leave it to dry... only then will i be able to sleep...

yesterday's opening ceremony was great! met alot of farmiliar faces there... i miss the sch and the ppl... sigh... went swensens to eat... felt really broke... so didnt join avril, joce, and chris for lunch at sushi tei... at the rate i'm eating at sushi tei and buying the desserts there, i'm soon gonna be so broke until i've to feed myself maggie everyday for work... oh... mickey n douglas came over for dinner too! was so shock to see them there... but still, it was great seeing ol' friends again.. haha... yea...

cut my hair... everybody (except for myself) thought it was nice...in fact, nicer. hmmm.... i still feel funny... feel messy too... now my fringe is chao short.... but it's ok... it'll grow... haha...

took the last train n last bus home today... cos i went to coffee bean N TEA LEAVES (cos bra insisted that ppl always don't take note of the "tea leaves" part)..... yea... had a drink there... it was good... at least i finally get to rest... never went home so late before! well.. guess there'll be more of these days coming... =)

really sleepy... guess i just gotta stop here... sleep tite! zzZZzzzz

*big sigh*

onn zai is moving to ang mo kio the coming sunday... that means.. he cannot pei me go home le... he's so cute lor... can get a little laughter on the way home with him around too.. wah... n now he's moving to ang mo kio!!! argh... that makes it none who live in the eastern side of singapore except for me, lynn, n jill... sigh again.. today he good mood i tink.. he treat me to supper at bedok hawker centre... heee... yummy... ate hokkien mee.. =) makes me feel bad when the ppl there keep treating me.. bout quite some time ago, ah loon treat me to a drink, onnzai treat me an ice cream... yesterday ah loon treat me lunch....... n today onnzai treat me supper.. hahahaa... r they feeling rich?? hahaha... ok.. i shall not be bad here.. guess they're trying to be gentlemen? haha.. i dunno... find one day this week i'm going to enous for a meal... n onnzai says he's gonna treat again... well.. it's gonna be the last meal anyway.... since he's already going to move to ang mo kio... argh... guess the going home part is going to be pretty lonely le... esp on days when my schedule is different from the twin's...

oh ya... me n bao hua (this guy from my workplace) seems so scandalous... well.. to me we're not... but apparently this new gal thought he was my boyfriend... my god... i gave her the chao shock face when she say she thought me n bao hua were together... man... wat did we do to make er think that way??? the going to lunch together part?? everybody goes lunch together with everybody... does that make me feel that i'm gonna have so many more boyfriend? hahahaa....

okie... gotta sleep le... gd nite peeps!

gonna miss sugi soooooo much... she's leaving this sat... she's so nice lor... n she hav to leave... sigh... i hope no one else leaves... or else no one to play with at work le...

argh.. and my damn msn can't sign in... and the reason they give is it's because i'm not using the latest version of msn... stupid.

n today, me and jill had to malu ourselves yet again.. hahahaa.... it's been soooooooo long since i had such great laugh.. i laugh until i got stomachache.. and nearly rolled over onto the floor... ok.. this was what we did.. we happily walk over to the glass auto door at paragon basement, hoping to get out of paragon.. and we stood in front of this door-lookalike and waited for a few seconds, before realising it wasn't the door! no wonder the damn thing wouldn't open when we stood there.... and the guy outside stared at us like as if we've nv walked through an auto door... hahahhahaa....

i badly wanna go online... wanna get the photos from sugi... took quite a number of photos with her for memories... i'd choose to have her back at work rather then the photos... sigh..

tot it'll be quite bad.. turned out fine afterall.. at least i'm happie. =)

as to the line above, only the ppl closest to me will understand... n if u (jocelyn) dun get it, it's ok.. cos i haven had time to update u on my life... will update u loads n loads on wed.. hahahaa...

today's work at sushi tei is simply crazy! i swear it's the first time i see couples and more couples flooding the restaurant... loads n loads of couples... staight couples, not straight couples, everything... hahaha.. it's hell busy! well, at least i felt a sense of accomplishment... cos me and katherine only have each other to depend on in the morning... and we turned out quite fine! err.. if u dun count the times i forget to take some things here and there for the customers.. hahaha... yea... there's only the 2 of us for the entire section... we almost died on the spot... i turned quite cranky too.. can't help it.. i took out my order sheet when ppl ask for bill... and i took out my bill sheet when ppl wanna order... i can't seemed to speak quite properly too.. said "sashimi salad" 5 times cos i went "sal...err.. salmon.. err.. no.. not salmon... sal.. argh!! sashimi sal.. erm.... ok.. s.a.s.h.i.m.i. s.a.l.a.d." the person must have thought "man! this waitress is crazy!" hahahahaa....

my lips is cracking like hell... i felt as though i played 10 hrs of french horn... or had a whole day of band practice in tk... it's chao red.. and it looked as though i put some lipstick thing... sick.. bet u tmr it's gonna start cracking and peeling really badly... got used to it... it happen to me everytime... sigh.. hope it'll not be peeling that badly...

tot i wun get anything today... and tought that ppl will find me stupid and childish to give sweets... but... calvin was giving away a stalk of ferrero rocher to all the waitress there.. hahaa.. awww.. how sweet... =P the kitchen cooks n chefs ask y didn't he give them.. n he said "oh! no money le.. only enuf to buy for the service line ppl! =P happie valentines! go get the gifts urself!" hahahahaa.... had a great laugh..

veri tired again.... at least tmr i work 12... so... not so bad la... can sleep a little more... perhaps can catch the early bus... so that i can sleep on the bus too.. ahahaa... man.. wat a pig i am... but heck... i like to sleep anyway.... so.. gd nite!!

a lonely valentine's day? not again....

work is so busy that my knee starts hurting again... wonder wat's wrong with it this time round...

went to watch "i do i do" with my mum... it was hilarious.. haha.. next up is going to be constantine... most probably going to watch with dearest ol' pal zhu si ling.. hahaa... yea.. not really sure yet though...

jill made me agree on eating at sushi tei tmr... (cos our "one-month-no-sushi-tei" agreement jus ended) hahahaa... yea.. we went to eat so many times that my head chef start to say that i'm the regular customer there... argh.. hahaa...

tmr is valentine's day.. and nothing is lined up for me... perhaps i'm fated to only have work by my side.. hahahaa... man.. i say until i so poor thing... in actual fact, i didnt celebrate v-day since god knows when.. hahaa... yea.. so it's not so bad after all la... we'll see tmr how ba...

so tired.. tmr have to wake up super early to go work at 10.... man.. better get to sleep now... or else tmr i'm gonna look like a life-size panda.. hahaa...

had a "swimming" lesson yesterday.. and "swimming" here of cos refers to mahjong.. haha... i totally knew nothing about mahjong until yesterday... it's chao complicated... start to get the hang of it already.. but still don't know how to play the real game... there is really nothing interesting on new yr... haiz.. y is it that the festive season this yr is so boring? haiz

there's nothing interesting going on in my life...
hence there's nothing interesting in my blog...
didn't expect life to be so boring...
*sigh*

no time to watch movie..
no time to go crazy shopping...
no time to do stupid things...
no time to play childish games...

*argh*
i dun wanna grow up...

Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

Chorus
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

Chorus

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

Chorus

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

*freaked out*

dicky ask me out... so i wasn't paranoid after all... it was like this ----
dicky: "when are u free?"
me: "erm.. no i'm not free"
dicky: "anyday oso can de... this week or next week?"
me: "erm... eh... not free la.. not free on any days."
dicky: "y u like that... very scared of me ar? actually wan to ask u go movie de..."
me: "oh.. no need la. i'm not free.. in fact, i'm nv free.."

god...

ah loon ah.... faster come back.. i need u as a shield... as in.. i can pretend to tok to him n ignore dicky.. ok.. i'm getting real bad here... hahaa... but no choice la..

today's work isn't as fun... the fun ppl are not there...

went to my bro's house for dinner.. n dinner was great! had steamboat there.. *yummy* -lick lips-.. hahaaa... very tired le... wanna go sleep liao.. jus thinking that the festive seasons this yr round is getting more boring... hope i'm wrong, and tmr is a great day... yup...

last of all, happie new yr!

wish that i can go house visiting with the gang... n meet kw!! i miss him so much!!

i'm sick.

wat a good time to be off today.
at least i do not have to go around sushi tei looking like a blur pok with a sick face.

haha... yea..

but still (like wat my sis always says), i'm still going down to orchard today... n i feel like eating at sushi tei... damn... y do i always feel like eating at sushi tei?

wah... tmr ah loon is not working... doubt that onn zai is working either... nooooooo!! they can't leave me alone! ok.. i'm being exaggerating here... tue is going to be only 3 hrs of work.. it can't be that bad rite? haha.. besides, i believe it's gonna be really buzy... yea...n on friday, ah loon will be back again... oh.. tmr at least got meifen pei me... =) probably gonna miss the "lo hei" tonight...

u know wat? yesterday there is this table of ppl who keep disturbing me... erm.. like.. "ka chiaw" me... there're 2 guys n 1 gal... the 2 guys keep calling me to the table whenever i walk past their table.. and i happened to be servicing that area... their table is right beside the place where we collect the food... and when i was standing there, they were saying very loudly "ah... serena ar... can come here?? my friend wan to noe u ar..." oh my god... they even took the camera out lor.. i saw some shots of flash.. i wonder wat they took... i swear i service their table at least 5 times... each time with little things like.. "Erm.. i want mayo" and "can u get me saucer?" but the 2 guys look quite cute la.. but chao beng-ish... yea... almost asked for my mumber... thank god they didn't.. *phew*

going to see the doc now le.. dunno if my que number is over yet... hmmm....

sushi tei guys are really very cocky.. haha.. but at least they make me laugh and make me feel that the long hours of standing is worth it. =) they are always full of nonsense.. and they also like to tease me... oh ya.. i hope it's only me getting too paranoid... because i hate to believe that dicky mean wat he said.. he asked me out just now.. he ask if i'm free after work.. and ask if i wanna go on a date with him.. i looked at him with the small eyes look and said "don't want." he drew a heart using his fingers and imitated an arrow going through the heart and den followed by a bronken hearted sign... oh gosh.. he ask if i wanna go zouk with him.. and poor him... cos all i said was.. "soorie.. but i dun go chiong." man.. i sure hope he was joking and fooling around with me jus now...

fri i have a day off... intending to go out with dearest zhu si ling and (maybe) christine... n jill?? hahaa... dunno yet... but surely going out... can't wait to see them! meanwhile, i better go get some sleep.. or else i gonna look like a big panda tmr and have to end up running along orchard road like a mad women again...

did i mention that i ran down orchard road all the way from somersat mrt station to paragon a few times? cos apparently i was going to be late if i dun.... hmmm... and i'm not alone... i was my collegues running to the lift too.. lol.. we're a bunch of cheaters man... punch card le den slowly slowly change and get ready... by the time we start work it'll be like... 10 to 20 mins past the actual time.. lol.. look, they taught me all these! so i'm not the mastermind.. heh heh... still, it's really tiring... tmr i shall be early... so gd nite! oyasuminasai!