Sunday, January 29, 2006
into the next phase of my life!
be happie...
be jolly...
be grateful that my life is the way it is...
be glad...
`love
1/29/2006 09:57:00 pm
Saturday, January 28, 2006
somehow... there's something i cant bear... i cant bear to leave the room... i cant bear to peal off the stars on my wall... cant bear alot of things...
let my heart lead me to where i will be...
and make sure there's no looking back for me...
`love
1/28/2006 07:30:00 pm
Friday, January 27, 2006
will be moving to a new room... jus 2 doors down... meiru and bernissa are leaving cos they'll be having practicum... so now i'll only be 3 doors away from jill and lynn's, right next to jiayin and liya's, right opposite aaron and sio's. haha... quite an interesting shift... now we no longer have to see trees when we open our door...
1 thing bad about this shift.. i'm so gonna miss my room... have grown attached to it after staying here for the past 1 sem... all the memories i have in this room... everything everything...
but 1 thing good is that i have no choice but to start everything fresh n new again... everything on my wall will have to be taken down... the names, the moon, the stars... all these things will become the past, and once in the new room, things will never look the same again... even if the stars on the wall were to be drawn again, it'll nv be the same...
perhaps it's gonna be a good start afterall... or rather, a good end...
`love
1/27/2006 02:26:00 pm
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
a little here
a little there
a little everywhere
a little of u
a little of him
and him, and him...
a little love
a lot more troubles
a lot more sadness
should i love again?
no one loves me anyway...
`love
1/24/2006 01:39:00 am
Sunday, January 22, 2006
sojourn!
a great concert!
i have to admit that that wasnt my best playing... but still, it would not have been such a successful concert without the help of everyone...
all the work load, the pubs stuff, the section stuff, the stress, the fun, the practice, the ppl........... it's all gonna come to a short stop...
gonna miss all of it... every bit of it... it's stupid to complain about it when i'm having to do so many things.. and missing it when i no longer have to do anything...
yesterday was... well... a mixture of feelings... or rather, i experience all feelings... from happie, to high, to disappointed, to angry, to sad, and perhaps back to happie again...
would like to thank everybody... esp my section (the hornies!!) and the exco! the exco have been a great batch man... we really worked well... pretty bonded too... i love all of u guys!! as to my hornies, paiseh for having all of u to withstand my bad playing... still, i wouldnt have enjoyed myself without u guys around... =)
thx to my friends who came down... really touched for the effort u all put in to come for this concert... esp emma.. =)
u'r just another star in the skyalong with some others...so nice n prettyso perfectyet hard to get.
`love
1/22/2006 07:00:00 pm
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
back... but with a mood swing...
oh man... wat's wrong with me again?
y am i feeling so sad?
haven gotten over it?
perhaps that's the reason...
perhaps u'r right...
`love
1/17/2006 02:52:00 am
Saturday, January 14, 2006
everything is jus too amazing... n too fast... it happened in a blink of eyes, and in another, it's over...
is it really over?
well... still misses u as usual... really...
so.... kiss me sweet.. kiss me gdnite..
n maybe a lil hug from u...
`love
1/14/2006 11:34:00 pm
Look at this.. haha.. gee... i wonder y i'm majoring in math and minoring in chemistry... lol.. this is so true..
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`love
1/14/2006 10:57:00 pm
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
for a moment, i felt that i was brought back to the past.
it felt so real.
car rides and music
n howls moving castle
i really cant stop thinking
cant stop dreaming
cant stop wishing
cant stop feeling.
it's ok... tmr will be a better day... no more past for me... back to the present pls... the past is painful... the past hurts... sigh... i know i'm dreaming away.... but today's practice was seriously the one i enjoyed most... i felt.... well.... erm.... someone reading this will noe what i feel, and the reason y... i'll be fine... it's jus a short term thing...
`love
1/11/2006 11:09:00 pm
Sunday, January 08, 2006
a wild night.
drank alot.
beer, spirits, shots.
everything, anything.
but i was still sober.
ppl say u show your deepest desire when u'r drunk.
wat's mine?
anyway... dun wanna get drunk either... it's not good... dun wanna get addicted to alcohol too... it's bad for health and it cost alot... went for hall bash last night... that explains the drinks.
my world spinned for a while,
but it got back to normal.
so i continued drinking,
but i was still sober.
what was i thinking at that time?
`love
1/08/2006 04:36:00 pm
Saturday, January 07, 2006
of moonlight and stars
walks and hugs
warmth.
thanx for being there when i need u. i'd do the same for u too.
`love
1/07/2006 01:10:00 am
happiness comes more from loving than being lovedand often when our affection seems woundedit is only our vanity bleeding.to love, and to get hurt often, and to love againthis is the brave and happy life.i find the above so true.
dont u think so?
most often, ppl get hurt when in love. and somehow, love always seemed to end up in hurt. but to get hurt and to get up again after the hurt is the bravest part of it. lost and despair is most often felt when hurt. but i'm sure everything will go well again after everything is gotten over.
everybody will go through this phase of life. it all depend on how u look at it. all is not lost. friends will always be there. give me a smile ok?
at least i'll be there for u...
-hugs-
`love
1/07/2006 12:39:00 am
Sunday, January 01, 2006
a yr had past.
now it's 2006.
new yr resolution?
that's what everybody have.
not me.
i no longer know what i want
and what i'm looking for.
i no longer wish for things
cos my wishes don't come true
2006
a yr for me to live everyday like it's brand new
like i'm not about to expect anything in life
like i'm not told what is going to happen
or who i'm going to meet.
taking a step at a time
passing day by day
not looking any forward
or pin any hopes ahead.
all because i'm afriad of falling.
i'm afraid i might fall and hurt myself.
may 2006 be a better yr for me and for the ppl around me.
i wish everybody all the best in the new yr.
`love
1/01/2006 11:31:00 pm
