Sunday, October 30, 2005
the following are photos taken at east coast... they're all super nice pics... =) not abstract ones... human ones... hahaaa....
i love to sit by the sea... it's calm n soothing... it's relaxing... i wanna go there again!!
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10/30/2005 10:23:00 pm
me.... =) being vain as usual
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10/30/2005 10:20:00 pm
lynno n zhu si ling.. the fishies!! hahaa
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10/30/2005 10:13:00 pm
jill pok n me... cool! we're the wormies... hahaa
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10/30/2005 10:11:00 pm
me n zhu si ling... hahaa.... another nice pic!!
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10/30/2005 10:01:00 pm
the square ones!!! =) been some time since our last photo is taken.. haha
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10/30/2005 09:59:00 pm
slippers n flats... artistic view...
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10/30/2005 09:51:00 pm
lynno n me... nice pic rite? i noe i'm vain... but i look nice in here!! ahahaa...
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10/30/2005 09:47:00 pm
wanted to change hp... but i cant... the 6230i cost a freaking 478 bucks!!! bloody hell..... it should be costing 328... but because my dad's plan is not due for 21 months until 23 dec, i have to pay 100 bucks more, n because my dad's line is a sub line, i have to pay 50 bucks more.... hence resulting in a freaking 478. there's no way i'm gonna buy that phone for that price... guess i'm jus gonna stay wif this phone for the time being... well.. thank goodness i still like my current phone.. or i'll be living in agony...
n so i wasted my afternoon in parkway... not being able to study for my test, which is tmr, n not able to do my assignment, which is due on wed... hai... wad a day...
woke up really late today... erm... i tink i woke up at 11.45... lost track of all time when i'm sleeping.. i seemed to always be in deep sleep... hahaa... that's besides the point that i slept really late last night too... but at least the night was well spent.. cleared up smt which i should have cleared up some time ago... n now i'm happie all over again.. hahaa...
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10/30/2005 05:45:00 pm
Saturday, October 29, 2005
haven done this in a long time... the sq ones met up!!! whahaha... i'm crazy.. haha.. we went east coast, set on the breakwaters, tok cok, play with water, disgusting seaweed throwing session, and splashing sand on one another's feet session.. damn fun... for once, i didnt think about studying, i didnt think about results, i didnt think about the test n assignments to come... i was free... for once... for a little while...
we really had a good time... i'm sure of that... =)
now i'm back to reality... damn it...
`love
10/29/2005 11:24:00 pm
Friday, October 28, 2005
Finally!!!
some of my work load is finally off.. =) handed in my AED102 essay jus now, handed in my lab report on tue.. project portfolio is also done!
was super stressed to the max jus now... i was only given 3 hrs to revempt my whole essay... but i did it in the end... =) thanx to e ppl who stood by me.. esp jesslyn!! jiayou! we did it together!!!
now taking a short break.. gonna get back to work asap.. cannot slack le.. have math test on mon, chem test on wed, math assignment to be handed up also on wed...
den after that will be the major exam... hope i do fine....
nothing much interesting happened lately.. except that christine dearest poped over to stay for a night on monday.. it was cool! hahaa... feel bad for not being able to entertain her well... catch up with her a little.. gang outing is a must!
celebrated felix birthday too... it was damn gross but damn fun.. hahaa.... i totally enjoyed it... wat's new? i always gian this kinda stuff one ma... =P
yea... next few weeks will continue to be a marathon for me... till exams end... and after exams end, it'll be marathon for band stuff... n maybe even BSc club stuff... not to mention all the other hall activities... but at least it's all gonna be better den studies..
cheers!
`love
10/28/2005 08:15:00 pm
Sunday, October 23, 2005
ahhh.... busy busy busy busy.....
how come there's so many things to do???!! it's endless!!
argh..
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10/23/2005 01:30:00 am
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
down with flu n sorethroat since yesterday... =( feeling terrible...
went to see a doc jus now in the afternoon... thx to liwei for pei-ing me there.. thx to zq for offering to bring me to e doc too.. aww.. the hall ppl are so nice... i slowly start to feel happier when i'm back in hall then when i'm back at home.. i'm feeling a little better on the flu n sorethroat side... but jus now i was feeling both a little hot n cold at the same time... hope i'm not getting a fever soon... i dread it...
today's test is gone again... didnt managed to study due to the sickness... tmr i'll be having a presentation.. hope all goes well man... cant afford to not do well for one more module... chemistry is already bad enough...
feeling vex about studies... i hope i can clear all my module... i dun wan any retake... dun tink i can take it... i'm failing chemistry like nobody's business.. someone pls save me....
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10/18/2005 08:31:00 pm
Sunday, October 16, 2005
essay writing can really kill... i'm left with 0.000001 % of life now... the rest are taken away by the essay i'm trying to write now... sigh...
stayed in hall till sat evening to do my work... did project n essay... still not complete though... veri veri stressed... but fri night was nice.. =) had an enjoyable one... i would not say y... at least i was free from work for a night...
currently at home... going back to hall only next morning...gotta finish my essay... if it's even possible...
alot of pimples jus popped out on my face... stress!!! it's all due to stress!! argh.. not to forget those late night sleep... haiz... wishing for all these to end...
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10/16/2005 10:45:00 pm
Friday, October 14, 2005
finish jogging at 12.45... finish slacking now... gonna start doing work... hai...
start to feel the stress already.. or i wun start working...
things due next week:
AED101 essay,
AED102 project presentation,
AAY101 test,
submission of AED102 ppt slides.
things due the week after:
2 AAY101 lab reports,
AAY102 test,
AED102 essay,
AED102 final port folio.
will someone pls help me before i die right here?? y do i have so much things to do??!!!
haiz.... tired......
`love
10/14/2005 01:51:00 am
Thursday, October 13, 2005
wah... watched a scary clip jus now in liwei's room... now the whole block can hear my scream... at 2 am!!! didnt noe i actually can scream so loud.. haha.. i'm one weird person who is scared of scary movies n clips, but yet want to watch it as much as i'm scared of it... i tink it's fun.. haha... stupid liwei bring me to his room (cos we scared we wake jin jing up)... he off all lights, on the volume chao loud, and make me watch it... jiayin, zhicao, liwei, liya, avril, and lynn were spectators.. they all so sadist.. came over jus to hear me scream.. haha... sio heard the screams from his room n came down to check it out... jianping n kokyew oso came out from their room... even felix n meiyue heard the scream! bernie came down to ask who screamed oso... pai seh lor... but above all, it was fun n entertaining la... at least can destress a little.. hahaa
it's getting late again.. better go sleep before i become a walking zombie tmr morning...
`love
10/13/2005 03:31:00 am
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
serendipity... it means fortunate accident. i felt it...
today's maths test was horrible... man... i hate this....
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10/12/2005 05:03:00 pm
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Ran about 6 km jus now... makes me feel really good... haha... refreshing too.. did proj at baoling's hall... finished my slides... part of mission accomplished! haha.. still alot of mission left though....
at least i did some work.. better then this morning... skipped the "non-existent" lecture but didnt get anything done.. feel really baddddd this morning.. dunno wat's the cause of it... but gradually felt better as the day past... =) *thank goodness* hahaha
had this mini celebration thing in ziqian n felix's room opened all our hampers we won from Xplat! haha...had a mini feast there... it was fun... veri long nv had this kinda time le..everyone is so busy wif proj n assignments... but tonight is exception.. everyone is down.. =)
tmr still got 8.30 lab lesson... sigh... wad a longggggg day...
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10/11/2005 04:01:00 am
Monday, October 10, 2005
a group photo.. VADER X!! =)
from the left, Avril, Me, JiaYin, Felix and ZiQian.
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10/10/2005 02:43:00 am
XpLaT! is damn fun today!!! hahaa... was equally excited regardless of whether i'm the one playing or not... haha... my team name is -VadeR X- haha.. it got evolved from darth vaders, to mask vaders, to Vader X... =D cool name! haha... did a splendid t shirt.. simply love it.. spent the whole night/morning to do it.. started at 12 i tink... n ended at 6+ in the morning... tired!! hahaha.... but at least all our efforts were paid off... =)
today, we drew lots to see who goes first n stuff... we were 2nd to go... and we're against this ang moh team.. haha.. they had all guys... n we had 2 guys 3 gals.. my team comprises of jiayin, felix, me, ziqian, and avril, all in the order of the letters/numbers on the back of our t shirt.. when we stand in that order, our t shirt reads BLK 50. =) cool rite?? hahaa... we love our block la.. haha..
so we planned some strategies before we were in there.. because we're already at a disadvantage having 3 gals 2 guys, while the other group hav 5 guys... now i finally understand y they say strategy planning wun work.. haha.. cos when we're in there, we shoot like nobody's business n ignore the rest of the things around us.. haha... our own ppl cheering outside made us feel really good! it kept our spirits up... haha... i was shot 5 times... have 4 bruise marks on me... one neck shot, one shoulder shot, one arm shot & a knuckle shot... hahaa... quite pain la.. tink i can expect blue black tmr... another head shot was blocked by the head gear.. so didnt hav bruise there.. despite all, everything totally rock!
everybody played an important role in winning the game... we had 2 games... at least we managed to win one... which is good! hahaa... i hear ppl shout "get the box!!! targets shot down already!!!" reacted quite slowly to it.. chiong up to get the box only after i saw jiayin chiong up to take it... both of us got shot... avril went next, n got shot in the face.. lucky got mask... haha... felix is good.. lol.. he grabbed the box n ran back to our home... n we won! =)
when it's the other 2 teams playing, we were screaming for them too... so exciting even when u'r outside.. haha... aaron did some stunts n rolled n crawled on the ground... take cover... haha... xinyi stood there upright n shoot openly... totally salute her man.. haha.. no one shot her.... lol...
liwei veri poor thing. being the only guy in the group, everybody in the opposite team kept aiming him.. poor him.. hav to keep running too n fro to the "hospital" hahaha...
overall, everything is super fun... =) we rock!!
went to marina bay to eat after the whole thing... the eating was alright... the playing in the arcade is more fun.. haha.. enjoyed to the max before leaving for hall... feels like holiday where everybody is so carefree... i really look forward to the hols... wonder what the hall ppl will do.. i wan fun!! haha... hope band doesn't take up too much time, n obstruct my fun... lol... oops...will spread my time evenly i guess...
fun aside... i've a test to study for, a project to complete, 2 essays, and a lab report... what a way to end the day...
feels really good now... cant get any better! wonder how tmr will be like... lessons until 7.30... argh....
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10/10/2005 02:24:00 am
Thursday, October 06, 2005
i wan a photo collage of my own!!! hahaa... it's really nice seeing a photo collage.... where all the beautiful photos gather together into one... =) kop a photo collage jus now.. haha... now it's right in front of me staring at me.. i'm sure that increased my mood of doing work.. haha.. not sleeping early tonight le.. unless the work is really difficult, and i gave up doing it... lol..
x plat is finally coming... haha... definitely looking forward to it... hope it's fun!! hahaa... jus created a calender-ish planner-ish thing.. haha... apparently i tend to forget my list of events n things to do... n i hav to keep referring to the calendar back in hall... so i might as well carry one with me... n make full use of it.. whahahaha... it's currently quite empty in the notebook... hope i utilise it well...
jus watched 2 movies... monster inc. and ice age.. nice movies! haha...
cannot slack anymore le... tmr i'll be getting a take home test... hope it's not too hard... or i'll die of a horrible death once again... getting F for chem test is bad enough... pls not let there be another failure...
i cant be any finer den this, zhu si ling...
`love
10/06/2005 03:00:00 am
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
currently in the sch com lab printing some course material.... yea... n therefore slacking a bit... waiting for next lesson to start, which is in 30 mins time... 1 last lecture n i'm done for the day! =) tmr i've meeting at 4.30 to god noes what time.. most probably 7 ba.. i hate to think of what time it's gonna end... it totally spoils my early day... tmr my lessons end at 11.30 lor... and i have to go back for the stupid meeting... argh.. in the middle of no where...
dreaming and dazing is what i've been doing for the past 2 days... mind is filled with thoughts which I don't even know what... meanwhile, i tink i know what i should do... it's jus that i've not been following up to it... yea... i'll try... once again....
feel like sleeping... maybe gonna go into hibernation when i get back to hall...
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10/05/2005 11:56:00 am
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
there's alot of "maybe" in this world... so many uncertainty... i'm not even sure which will come true in due time to come... all of us have dreams... but some dreams can never come true... but those may be worthwhile just by having them...
things can never go the way i want them to be... fate don't lie in my hands... what i can do is limited.. i can only try my best to change...
suddenly have weird feelings about certain things... that's y i came up with so many nonsense above.. but yea... i find them quite true... u?
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10/04/2005 08:59:00 pm
that was something i found from the net... do u actually believe in platonic relationship?
make a guess.. u tink i do?
do u know me well enough to know if i believe in it? =)
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10/04/2005 04:02:00 am
we're just friends..!?..
When dealing with male-female relationships, the statement of we're just friends, is frequently followed by snickers of doubt and yeah, right attitudes. But why is this?
the prevalent belief is that it is simply impossible for males and females to just be friends.Wherever a friendship between two people of the opposite sex is seen, society makes predictions about how the friendship is doomed to fail because intimate feelings will usually get involved, The general view is that sooner or later, the relationship will get too intimate for comfort.
this view has been paralleled in numerous urban cities/colleges. However, as times change, so do people. The social scene is undergoing a slight change that is more accepting of platonic relationships. Boys and girls are getting to know each other without the context of one-on-one relationships. Group dating is increasing, enabling people to forge strong, non-sexual, respectable relationships with one another. This changing scenario proves that people are capable of forming lasting relationships with members of the opposite sex. Relations between the two genders increasingly rely on respect and friendship rather than just sex and/or intimacy.
Although platonic relationships exist, there is always the possibility that the relationship will evolve into something more. But relationships that begin with friendship as their base have been proven to be far more stable than those that do not.
Relationships that have friendship as their base usually last longer because both partners are more comfortable around each other, There are no pretensions in the relationship. This, along with other factors, proves that even if male/female friendships escalate, they can still be healthy relationships.
The views of platonic relationships differ in various people. Although, many platonic relationships have been proven healthy, many people feel as if a man and a woman cannot be friends without being intimate.
Although platonic relationships do exist and can actually work, these relationships may require more work than same-sex friendships. Although it is important to cultivate all friendships, be mindful of hazards that might jeopardize a platonic relationship.
In order for the friendship to work, you must be up front about your feelings. Counselors suggest that if romantic sentiments arise, it is easier to reveal those feelings at the start of the friendship. Mixed emotions can get in the way later on if you feel very passionate about developing a committed relationship with your platonic friend.
On the other hand, if you are only interested in a platonic relationship and feel you can maintain it, then go for it! With this attitude in mind, it's very possible that a platonic relationship can work. If a mutual understanding exists and both parties agree to the status of their relationship, the friendship can stand the test of time.
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10/04/2005 04:00:00 am
Monday, October 03, 2005
skipped the morning lecture once again... i feel baddddd... but den again, i hav a few more hours to myself if i didnt go for this one.. haha.. slacker.. yea i noe..
exam is in 6 weeks time exactly... n as usual, i haven started revising my work yet.. well.. i seldom start early anyway... will this yr e different? well.. i have 4 examinable modules, and 2 non-examinable module (which consist of one project and 1 essay for each). i'll be glad if i can finish the essays first.. cos essays are the hatest part of anything, everything i do. i'll oso be glad if i can read up and follow up till wherever the teacher is teaching now.... looks like i need some serious planning...!! i shall stop lying on my bed at unnecessary times.. hahaa... cos i always tend to fall asleep.. well.. who don't? lol.. well, this week shall just be a trail week.. shall see i cope with my current hw first before dealing with revision... currently, i'm still doing hw on the day before it's due.... oops..
shall revise thermodynamics now 1st... this may be able to act as a form of revision for me... afterall, the teacher is going through it again later cos alot of us don't really understand what he'd taught... yea.. hai... hardworking is jus not me... i'm not hardworking... hahahhaaa
`love
10/03/2005 10:05:00 am
Saturday, October 01, 2005
had hall supper, watched ju-on... but it's far too quiet for a friday night... guess everyone is busy with their stuff... projects n datelines to meet... hai... things will get better after exams ba... cant wait for it to be over... but when exams are over, a whole lot of band stuff n BSc club stuff will come in... it's a nv ending cycle! gotta get used to it i guess.... hai.....
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10/01/2005 05:13:00 am
