it's been a long time since i last blogged...

it was a hectic week.
so many things to do, so many things to deal with.

but no matter what happens, i know i won't complain of fatigue, because i know i'll always have u by my side supporting me all the way. so no matter whether it's work or emotions, i just wanna be there for you. all the way.

and so i finally:
1) took ACM quiz on monday. it wasn't that bad... but it was really tough no doubt.
2) handed in AMX essay on wed. thanx dear for waking me up and accompanying me complete my essay. you stayed up the whole night for me. i'm so touched!
3) took calculus quiz on thurs. it was horrible. no chance of passing. i'll just have to work harder to make up for it.
4) handed in ACM worksheet on fri. completed it just in time. hopefully it's good!

and i'm really tired now. cleaned up the room on friday when i got back and i felt really accomplished. hahaa... but i'm really tired. felt like i could sleep for a whole day to make up for all the lost sleep during the week.

but still, i won't complain. cos i know i have you. anything can be overcome. nothing is impossible.



this week once again has its ups and downs. i just wanna be with u no matter what happens. see? it's a happy ending after all. that's y i always say, till the very last moment, no one can predict what the ending is. but we all have a part to contribute to this ending. if we want it a happy one. it will be.

i'm really happy today!
seriously i've nv seen u so happy. today, i know u'r happy from deep inside your heart, smiling because u really feel happy for what happened. i'm happy to see you happy too.

really fortunate to have met you and known you.
really blessed to have you with me.

love.



this 2 days are going to be my rest days. and the battle begins again on monday.



till then.... ~
just smile for all that's happening.
cos love conquer everything.
including fear.

the night is so cold
it feels like the whole room is air-conditioned (even though there's only ceiling fan giving the wind)

the night is so cold
it makes you feel like pushing everything aside and leaving it for tmr
and makes you feel like snuggling up in bed, with your blanket over you where you are all comfy with your soft pillows and bolster...

luckily i didnt brush off my work and leave it for tmr... haha... i finally started on AMX! after a night of reading nothing but only multiculturalism and multiculturalism in singapore, all i feel like doing now is to have a good rest to treat my eyes, mind and body!

bed... here i come!




brrrr.... it's really cold tonight...

me: jill jill.... should i change my parting first then go cut my hair, or cut my hair le then ask the person change my parting?

jill: -silence-

me: hmmm... jill pok..... how how??

jill: -continues to ignore-

me: jill jill jill..... *continues to whine

jill: -completely ignores-


looks like jill's just getting too used to my these kind of whining in the room all the time... hahaa... being po-ma about all these little little things in my daily life... like to wash hair or not to.. to cut hair or not to.. whether a certain tee matches my bottom.. whether a certain bag matches the outfit for the day... lots of stuff! uncountable...

and now she's completely ignoring me!! roar... but i have to admit that it's really some unimportant silly questions... hahaha...

but then again, it's these things that brings laughter to our everyday life! with our own moments of random-ness, and times when we whine to each other... with crazy and high times where we laugh and scream out loud in the room, and roomie bonding times where we have heart to heart talks...

you've been a really great roomie!





dear...
在对的时候认识了对的人
使我感动不及

那个人就是你。

from the day we got together,
i promised that we'll brave through all storms together.

hand-in-hand and with love,
even the toughest battle can be won.

no matter how tough the journey can get,
or how bad the storm may be in the future,
we know we have each other...

and with that,
more than half the battle is already won. =)

temple hopping today!

actually not really temple hopped la.. 2 temples only.. haha.. first went to 后港斗母宫 with my mum and dad to pray to 九皇爷... after that went to bugis to pray to Guan Yin with my mum... and then after that it's shopping time!!

yes. shopping always means inevitable damage to the wallet. hahaa!! bought a small bag for shopping from little match girl... all the bags in there are on 50% discount! tell me how can i not buy it? hahhaa... original price was 60 bucks k? i'm really saving alot... (although buying means spending $34.50 instead of saving $34.50). whahahaa... mum paid for it. =p i'm a happie girl!

finally bought the screen protector thing for my new phone! oh.. it's actually my dad's phone, but since my dad didnt wanna use his new number yet, and didnt wanna use the new phone too, he passed it to me! yay... it has always been my dream to get a sumsung slide phone. now i've got it! pretty pretty!!



today i spent 1 whole day with my mum.. dad joined us for dinner... time well spent! n i'm happie! told them all about the boyfriend.. and how nice a person he is... they're now convinced i found a nice guy for my future... they know i'm happie, n i know they'll respect my choice and be happie for me... and that just makes me happier!

tmr afternoon my whole family is going to conrad hotel for lunch! to celebrate my mum's bday! yay... with my dad, mum, bro, sis-in-law, nephew, sis and i! the family is sure expanding fast... =) i love my family!

considering that i'm not gonna be home over the weekend next week, it's only right to spend a little more time with the family this week... to make them happie and make my presence felt, so that they would complain a little lesser about my absence next week... haha! *evil plan* lol...



with love from my family,
love from dear,
and love from friends,
i feel so blissed!

i'm a happie girl!

a few times i wanted to blog...
but either the feel is not there
or the feel is not right...
either time is too short for a full post
or time is sufficient but yet i find myself staring more into the screen than typing anything out...

too many things happened in the past week....

firstly, i had a really relaxing night with dear in town! dinner at vilage, drinks at the balcony. i had 2 mild (猫) drinks while dear had 2 not so mild (狗) ones... hahaha! we had fun nonetheless... any time spent with you is quality time!

this week is filled with lots of ups and downs... emotion rides up and down... and also nothing but procrastination -- which means no work done.

ok la.. at least AMX presentation is over and done with... have to say that the teacher is quite impressed with all our presentation! n i'm happie... prepared so much for it... all our efforts are paid off! cheers to jae, tiffany and me! =D love u guys!

i love working in new groups... it allows me to know new friends better... jae, tiff and i is indeed a mixed group.. cos i'm from math & chem, tiff is from PE and bio, and jae is from drama and eng! but we worked well and project went well! i'm so happie... thanx lots babes..





also.. emo feelings filled the room more than once... the night went silent.. everything seem so solemn... yet i can't do anything to break the silence... timings were all off... calls went unheard... tears flowed...

thank goodness everything is back to normal... n we're all in smiles again...

hugs dear... i can't do without u...




more datelines coming up... which means work is piling, and stress level rising... time to start chiong-ing and stop slacking... time to start working...




i've nv regreted being with you
and i'll nv regret being with you...

cos you're my best bf..
just like how i'm your best gf...

i feel so blissed now
so happy

the happiness is undescribable...

knowing you is the one of the best thing that can ever happen to me...

being together with you is the other best thing in my life.




你是命运最美的安排

真的。

there has got to be something with east coast.

indeed.

cos east coast held many memories for me...
both good and bad...

good ones kept in my heart...
bad ones gone with the wind...
cos the sea breeze would have blown them all away...

today's a good day!
light-hearted indeed!



quoted off zhusiling's blog...
"you saw through my facade. =) guess you really know me well enough. thanks. somehow, it really meant a lot when you told me that. -hugs to my 大的-"


u know it meant alot to me too?



"it's true.... so far u're the only one who saw through it.... n told me... which really caught me off guard."


now i know how much i meant to u too... =)
just wanna let u know that it's true you're part of my reflections... cos that's what close friends do for each other...

perhaps i've really grown to be more mature.. or more psychic as u put it to be.. but i feel that while i'm understanding you more and more, and you doing the same for me.. our bond grew stronger at the same time... makes me really happie to know that there's always this special bond we share... a bond which is gonna last a really long time.. which started from way back when we first met... in 1999...




oh mans... i'm at it again.. writing post which brings tears to myself... tears of happiness... but i'm really happie.. and nothing can hide it! this is probably the best times of my life so far... with both relationship and friendship going strong... i'm blessed... =)




the past 1 week is simply like a holiday for dear and i... like as if we took a flight to a land belonging only to us... and time really flies when u'r happie! cos 1 weeks past in a wink of eye!!

"dear.. time flies! look at what time is it now? oh man... i wanna freeze time... can we take out the clock's batteries?"

ok.. that was part of my lame stuff some time last week... hahaha... but i really wanted time to stop!! so that i can enjoy every minute and every second of love... truely blissful, i am.




holiday is over... and i've just taken the flight back to reality... real work is gonna start.. and we're all gonna get busy again... but this time everything is different... with love from dear and friends, everything is gonna change for the better!

*pray that i'll clear calculus! yes. both calculus I and II.




i will!




*smiles.... =)