Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Reel In -

a concert everybody worked hard for.
one which brings back all memories.
one which marks an end to a chapter.
one which bring tears to my eyes.

I love the concert, though the audience turn weren't good. at least the rest who were there enjoyed wat we played. yay.

i'm so gonna miss the current exco. now here comes the next decision of my life. should i continue exco?




anyway.. on a side note.. i tink i've been rather bugged down lately... i'm suddenly at a lost of what to do. i'm really lost.. i jus want peace.. some peace with the ppl i wanna spend time with.. like.. band exco (some of them who asked me for dinner that day.. soorie for rejecting).. the ppl in 50.. hong xing gang...

esp hongxing.. i feel i've neglected them... esp with my very different timetable, and a very busy schedule... i no longer get to meet them everyday... this week is quiz one after another.. essays due, tutorials too... i hardly even have time for myself.. first is band, then it's school work.. wat's next? i wanna rest.. i need some rest...

y issit so hard to say no? y am i so confused? havent i been more clear than ever?

a shoulder i can lean on... a pair of hands to wipe away the tears on my face... listening ears to hear me talk...

so tempting..

or maybe i don't need them afterall...




highly bugged down...
along with butterflies in my stomach...

i need some help here...

where should i start from?

Reel in! is coming... and i have a bad mix of feelings towards this concert. firstly, i'm not sure whether it'd be my last concert in ntusb, but i know it's definitely going to be the last concert i'm part of organising. as this concert draws near, i'm at the same time spending my last few days as a committee member in the band. no more publicity work.. no more meetings.. no more... ... i don't know wat else... all the memories... i'd love to stay in the committee.. i'd so love to contribute my part as a band member... but at the same time, i'm tired... i know i can't bear to let go of something i've enjoyed for the past 8 yrs.. i love to be occupied.. to always be working... but i've already reached a stage where i'm unable to cope. also, joining the next committee won't guarantee me the same gan jue as the current comm gives me. i love all 12 of them.. i'll never forget the times i had in the band, in the comm.

we're so bonded already... from 12 strangers at the beginning of the journey, to 12 friends/kaki at the end of the journey... i know that it's not like i'm gonna leave the band after this... but the entire feeling is going to be different. new blood is being pumped in, and the old will take it's leave. while we contribute our part by being a regular member, we no longer feel the same way, or have the same kind of commitment we used to have. all the supper, birthday celebrations, meetings and crapy jokes, all the time we spent together as a comm... i'm gonna miss all of them... namely a few more significant ppl here...

geri: we became good buddy overnight all thanx to zhibin.. =) remember the times we used to have? we talked till day break, had late night supper and walks, chat on msn till we lost the time, shop till we drop, jogging late in the night, ktv kaki... ...

zhibin: a really good qm and section leader, one who is able to settle almost all instrument problems, a kind soul, crapy section mate, always willing to lend a helping hand or a listening ear... ...

jinyuan: tonglei! from strangers to tonglei in less than a yr's time. we're good man. the old chats we used to have, and fun time both in and out... i'm so gonna miss that...

baofeng: always tolerating my nonsense... sometimes i feel so guilty for being her pnp partner, because she's always doing more than me... good guidance from her too.. esp in photoshop and designing stuff.. and all other pnp related stuff.. i'm really glad to have her as my partner, while i feel she's feeling quite suay to have gotten me... ;)

my eyes are already brimming with tears... part of me is feeling sad to have come to the end of this journey as a pnp comm member in the band... while the more overwhelming emotions are mostly from my pms.

also partly because i'm more of an emotional person ba..




these few days i feel very weird, out of place, and not myself. i cant seemed to concentrate on anything i do, and i have my ups and downs very frequently. one moment i can be very high, and the other moment i'll find myself wallowing in the past and looking back at all the things i've done, and reflecting on my life. i dunno how come or why i've come to be like this, but i simply that i'm everything else but myself.




i wanna recover. i wanna be me again. i wanna put up a spendid concert, and mark a beautiful end to my pnp post.




Reel In!
~nothing short of excellence.

NTUSB presents Reel In!

how time flies... school starts tomorrow...

had hall 10 foc for the past 1 week. tired!! nonetheless, i had lots lots lots of fun! it's no doubt that some of us are quite tired after facing so many ppl with attitude problem this yr, but i have to say that after ignoring all these ppl, the remaining few actually brought lots of laughter to me! blk 50 is the best! *cheers* =)

i'm now super dark (burnt if u say so), super sleepy (due to lack of sleep during all 5 days), down with cough, sorethroat, and flu (cos we screamed too much during the camp). hahahaha...




band concert is coming! pls come! i have 10 tix to sell!! haha... before that, there'll be a lunchtime concert coming up at can A on fri 12pm. pls come support! details to be up later.




i've finally settled my personal problem. you're out of my life, and forever shall be. i cant stand anything that has to do with you. not even msges asking if i want lunch. sudden it may be, but that's the way i want it to be.

free. at last. smile.



50's fav cheer! :

si tai gor tai, si tai gor tai, bao dua pai!
ang tiong beh ban, ang tiong beh ban, bao huat cai!
ji neng sa si jia!
gor lat qi bue jia!
50 50 tong tong jia!



50's traditional song:
sing to the song of "bangawan solo"

banglah one so long
ba-i one so strong
malay one kena potong
chinese one machiam sotong

singapore one no need so long
cos we are veri strong
50's one machiam kong long
and we will make you veri song...



another traditional song:

do your boobs hang low?
can you swing it to and fro?
can you tie it like a knot?
can you tie it like a bow?
can you swing it over your shoulder
like a continental soldier?
do your boobs hang low?



50!
all the way!
you can do it!
come on come on!

50!
all the way!