Yay... My fever finally subsided... Went back to school today, but sadly, I lost my voice.. haha.. N my "very nice" friends (my gang ppl) were all commenting on my 'sexy' voice.. whahaha... Wait till they get a bad sore throat and i make sure their voice gets as sexy.. Lol.. =P

The day went on quite smoothly... had a hectic lunch though... Lunch was from 12.35 to 2.30, & from 12.35 to 12.45, had to stay back in class for some maths thingy.. 12.45 to 1.20, had a meeting with the welfare comm.. 1.20 to 1.55, went to settle some QM stuff.. Finally, 1.55 to 2.30, I had GP remedial... In the end, I didnt even eat... Well, at least it wasnt dat bad, cause I'm recovering, and I dun have the appetite to eat anyway...

Actually supposed to meet JunYang for dinner, but apparently I still do not have the appetite to eat.. Perhaps next time ba... Sigh..

Tmr I'm going out again.. Hope that I feel better, so that I can taste the food at The Sizzler.. haha... Yup.. My friend's giving a treat cos its his b'day!! =) Going out only at 3+.. so anyone wanna go out?? I'm still free!! Whahaha... Like what my mum always say: I really don't like staying at home.. Lol.. gonna sit around and see what I can do to spend the rest of tonight... Hope It only gets nicer ya?? =)

Woohoo..=) temp now is 37.3. haha.. I sure hope that it will not rise again like last night... If all go well, I can go sch tmr!! =) yay... finally..

i tink i never had a high fever in my life... Its really scary though... I thought my fever went down, but I still feel very hot... Den I took my temp in the afternoon at about 2pm, and my temp went up to 39.5. Went to see the doctor for the 3rd time... & all she said was its really normal to have a fever. Sigh... so i went home to sleep... Jus woke up from my sleep.. Missed band again.. The damn pills is so big!! I took more then an hour to finish swallowing all of them... Don't ask me why I took so long. Haha. I just can't take pills with ease lah. Finally had some signs of recovery. 10 mins ago, my temp is 37.7. Sure hope I can make it to school tmr. Really miss the people in school... =) esp my gang, and lots of others... hope that by tonight, my fever is ok...

Sigh... & i thought i can go to sch today... yesterday night my temp was 38.5.. den in e early morning like 4am, it lowered to 36.8... now its back to high fever... 39.2... looking for smt to keep me occupied... sigh.. wonder how is sch...

Sigh.. Wonder wat happened to emma... Just read her blog, and apparently someone very close to her left her... I sure hope she is feeling ok.. I fully understand how she feels right now, cos i felt all these jus a couple of days ago...

I miss band.. how i wish i can go for band.. tink this is e 1st tine i didnt go band... i'm sick.. not feeling well.. this sore throat can kill! had minor cough & flu too.. hope it don't get worse... got early leave form.. now resting at home...

looks like i'm not alone... emma is not the 1st person who experience death of someone close to her.. in fact, she is the 2nd one.. Why do ppl die? it simply hurts! Everything is so unexpected...

Guess i go take a rest.. eyes cant open.. tink the medicine is working...

Hiya.. Trying hard to maintain this blog ya? haha... blogging almost everyday i think.. Today we had band fun day.. =) Its really enjoyable!! I love water games!! haha.. got the 1st sabo from Justin.. Lol.. I was caught off guard! I was jus stoning away as usual, and then I felt water dripping from my head.. Haha.. Followed by that is a whole series of bombing.. =P Everything is really cool lah.. haha... Den I went to the toilet with baolun to fill the pail, n weejuay came along, off the lights, and poured the whole bucket of water on us! I was dripping wet throughout..

The bbq is fun too.. heez.. the hornies sat in the middle of the assembly plaza n chatted.. WeeJuay, Justin, Glenn, Vincent, WeeKeat & WangQuan went around bluffing ppl.. haha.. Its a stupid 10 cent game. Den they got me so confused.. haha... its so funny.. I very suay, cos e 10 cent is on the last hand i guessed! Can't believe it.. Lol.. after that i helped to clear up with baolun, lynette, emma, joel, jamie, junyang, eugene, sharif... n the teachers... =) had fun though.. cos its already after 10, and ppl are getting 'high' haha...

Thanx to e ppl who organise this ya? thanx to e hornies & e trumpeters!! U guys rocks man! =D This 2 section simply brought so much so much laughter to my life.. haha.. even though i'm not a trumpeter, i blend in so well that sometimes i don't feel out at all.. heez.. Everything is jus so cool..

Jus finish talking on e phone.. guess i'm sleeping soon... so tired.. good nite to all...

"The Kindness Week In Meridian" had been going on for the past 2 weeks... Bought quite a number of things from the stalls too. =) Its a joint effort of all the J2 students to make something which has a cheap cost of production and high profits. For the past 2 weeks, I've seen hand made everything: ranges from pencil case to hand phone pouches, photo frames, key chains, coasters, test tubes with decorations, book mark, etc... simply loads!! But today, its no longer J2s selling the stuff. Its J1s... =) they are selling hand made roses... Its pretty cool though.. heez... Went to buy the rose for Emma to cheer her up a little... Anyway, all these money will go to the Tan Tock Seng Endowment Fund. Its to help AIDS patients i think... Its for charity, so i guess i wouldn't mind spending the money. Bought things worth up to a total of 10 bucks le... It just feels good to be able to help others. After school, went home with JunYang.. He's going in the same direction, well, still somewhere in the east though.. haha.. took the train with him. =) anyway, I'm just very happie now.. =) yup.. gotta go study a little le.. if not my teacher is gonna kill me n tear me into pieces... haha.. jk..

Sigh... Been very occupied these days... Lots of things happened, not only to me, but esp to my good friends... Really need to find some time to have a good talk. For the past 2 days, I reach home at 9+ in the night. Really very tired... Got alot of things on mind too...

So soorie to the ppl whom i've neglected over these few days.. Band is hectic, 2 lecture tests coming up, starting of the revision program, -- it all mean lesser time for leisure... Sigh... When will i ever get to rest?

Hmmm.. Let me think... Will there ever be one day when I'll not complain of too much hw?? Sigh... Are teachers human? or issit just that I'm lagging? There'll be a math & chem test coming up... My goal is to let my name is announce in class..(one of the best)... Haha.. Trying lah.. Though I know its hard.. At least I think that there is still this little tiny bit of hope... Well, I'm an 'F' scorer.. If I can even pass the test, I think the teachers are very happie liao... Lol.. =P

Today, there is this Thai band conductor who came to conduct the band. He came twice, but both times I wasn't around. Heard that he's really good! Hilarious too!! Haha... Simply love his conducting!! So engouraging too. He always end each play with a "Good!" Thats nice!! =) How I wish he's our resident conductor... He rawks man..

I've fallen in love with the song "Second Suite For Band" by "Alfred Reed". Its really nice.. haha.. Got so many band songs in my comp le.. Niceness! Currently d/l it from Jocelyn... Hope its completed soon... gtg liao.. cya~

Sigh... Lots of homework not complete as usual... So tired... I swear I could sleep in 3 seconds now... Jus have this crazy idea of skipping school for 1 day just to finish whatever I have to do. Sian-ed... *Sleepy too... ~YaWnZzz.......

Lots of homework waiting for me to do. Just mentioned in my blog the other time that I should try completing the things I have to do & not wait for tomorrow. So now, I'm listening to Japanese Graffiti IV & Hidamari No Uta, & doing my hw at the same time. I simply have too many things which is overdued. Better go complete them before my teachers all come after me. Haha... Yup... There goes my Sunday again.

Tomorrow is the day my uncle is being cremated Bright Hill Temple. I wish that his journey on to another world is a good one. All the best uncle... Goodbye...

Everything is not easy. Nothing is ever easy... You just have to accept life as it is. Man.. I tink i'm becoming more n more philosophical... =P Dunno wats on my mind now.. A moment's happiness n a moment's sadness... Still thinking of my aunt yesterday. I went to the wake and i saw my aunt there. She took my hand & gave it a light squeeze. I knew what she meant. A million words unsaid, but felt in the heart. I know she don't want me to be sad. That's why I tried to control my tears and looked brave. However, when I went to offer joss stick to my uncle, I can't hold on any longer. I cried. To think that he just left all of us like this.... Poor aunt... She suffreed from breast cancer, but recovered more or less. My uncle had diabetes, & he never recovered. Nothing can describe how i feel then. Everything was so undescribable... so sudden...

I used to read e-mails about people telling us that tomorrow is always unpredictable. Don't leave anything for tomorrow. Now i think i fully understand what it means.

Anyway, people reading this blog, don't worry about me. I'm ok... Really...

Wah!! 3 cheers for TK BAND!!! I simply love you guys! Your efforts finally paid off ya? I really wish you guys can work hard to get back the "Best Display Band" award for the 4th consecutive year!! All the best!! Its not easy to win the finals.. word hard for it... =) Congrats for the Gold award ya??

Wah!!! I'm so happie!!! My project work grade is a Band 1!! hehe... The rest of my group, Andrew, KahWoon, Joyce, & HuiMin all got Band 1.. Whahaha.. So glad that all our efforts are paid off.. =) Many thanx to alot of ppl: QB Pte Ltd for accepting out interview request, the public who did our survey conducted in Elias Mall & Tampines interchange, teachers Miss Lim, Mdm Yew, Mr Chua, & many more who gave us many wonderful ideas and suggestions, classmates who helped us along the way, our dearest audiences who are present for our Oral Presentation, and lots more!!!!! Thanx so much!! 3 cheers!! =)

~I do not possess supernatural powers & I can't revive the dead... He'll be forever gone... on to another world on his own...

Tonight is the night, which I will always remember. It is the day my uncle passed away. Even though I'm not very close to my uncle; he was just a relative whom I see once in a year during Chinese New Year. Now, you all must be wondering, why am I so sad then? In fact, I feel guilty. I did not see him even once this year, all because I thought I could see him some other time when I am free, all because I couldn't be bothered! Gosh, what's wrong with me? If I ever know that I'm never going to have another chance to see him again, I would have visited him at the hospital earlier, at least before he breath his very last. It's a grave mistake committed by me, and I'm never going to forget this. I'm so sorry uncle…

Well, it's a lesson taught to me I guess; that some things just can't wait. Perhaps I take all things for granted, especially time. Now I know how fast time slips away, and how fragile a life is. I really regretted my doings. I really do! -sobs-

Feeling really bad now... sigh...

Oww.. Poor blog. It must have been rusting away while I'm busy with all my sch stuff. Days are simply getting longer! I'm going home at near 6+ or 7 everyday. I'm either at band, or at remedials. *sIaNz*

Man... Now I realise the importance of my thumb. I'm now trying to prevent any contact or usage of my thumb cos it hurts. Well.. I'm so smart as to go and take a nail clipper and attempt to cut my corn out. It bleed non stop sia.. Ain't dat obvious enough? haha.. Gosh, I think I might have cut my skin, or even one of my vessels while trying to remove e corn. Now I'm stuck with a sore red thumb at the side of the nail. Ouch... Sure hope it heals fast.

Went out with Jocelyn today. Had so much fun at the photo machine in 'Pretty in Tokyo' !! haha... We're so 'sua ku'... Lol.. 1st time using the machine mah.. didnt really noe when its snapping. n our blur blur face actually got caught in e cam! whahaha... all went well though.. decorated the borders and added pictures... Its damn fun!! exciting too!! We scream unknowingly lor... cos of some awkward looking frames which doesnt fit the background at all! hahaha... Nice experience! Never forget this day man... =)

Gosh... I had a hard time making this blog... I really sux at all these html stuff... When there's a chance (provided I'm free) I'm gonna make it nicer... =) haha... eyes too tired from all html languages... sleeping le... nites to all... =)

Today we went to celebrate Jocelyn's and Avril's b'day!! Its very very fun... Hehe... Enjoyed myself to the max! I'm sure Jocelyn and Avril feel the same! =) Now, I'm jus very super ultra broke.. Dats all... 3 more April babies to come... After KahWoon's on 23rd March, Avril & Joce's on 4th April, e coming ones are BaoLun's on 10th April, Gary's on 17th April, Douglas's on 26th April.... I'm so broke!!!! Haha.. But at least birthdays are very meaningful... Dun mind spending the money i guess. Afterall, its only once a yr... So I'll only get broke at this period of time every yr lah.. haha So tired after a day of walking. Guess I gonna go in hibernation again...

Hi all... It seemed to be pretty long since i last updated this blog. Nothing spectacular happened these days. Jus know that I'm spending more time on band then I thought I would be. For 4 days in a week (Mon, Wed, Thur, & Fri), I spent my time in sch in band till later then 7. Haha... Ppl who don't know me well might think: 'What the hell am I doing in band?' Lol... I like band alot, and I think band can help me relax and relieve stress. Hmmm.. What a way to relax! haha...Jocelyn kept saying I'm a band freak. Well, maybe I am one.... =P

Today band was quite fun. We sabo Jocelyn by singing b'day song for her aloud in band. Haha. Made her very malu, but very fun too. =P Oh ya.. Still got another piece of good news. Ms Lai & the teachers agreed on us not wearing blazers for the concert!! The welfare committee and LinYee & Emma really worked very hard for this! We stayed back for meetings just to think of all kind of questions we think the teachers and Ms Lai are going to ask, and we thought so hard to come up with rebuttals for all argument we can think of! Good job!!!! Hooray.... Haha... at least now blazers are abolished... =) Our efforts are paid off too... =) Heez... Looks like most of the ppl I asked are happie of the the idea of wearing all black... =) As in long sleeve black shirt of blouse lah. So sad it had to be standardised. Wished I could wear a short sleeve one. Haha. Wonder if the girls will choose skirt of pants though... Hmmmm...

Band is definitly getting more lively with the J1s around! Looks like my batch is not one of the band lovers batch. The current J1s are definitly one of those band lovers type. Or at least I think so lah. Haha... We got overwhelming responses! So many ppl wanna join band. Just hope they wouldn't quit after some time.

Oh ya... one very sian thing: I got to sell 100 tickets for the MJC big draw!! Its all for raising funds for fixing the school hall with air con lah... Can't believe the school is actually that poor. Who will buy?? Ppl run at the sight of lucky draw tickets lor. Everyone in the school have to sell $200 worth of it. I'm sure there are alot of ppl who cannot finish selling one. Haha....

Got back my econs results for bolck tests... Sux lah... Got an AO... Just don't understand how come I'm always stuck at this range of marks. JC papers really sux to the max. It seemed so impossible to do them! I'm always short of time, regardless whether it is for econs, chem, maths, or even GP. Perhaps I just write slower then the others lah... Still waiting for my Chem and Maths results. Thought we'll get back Chem today, but Mrs Lim isn't around. Yup. So I guess we'll just have to wait. Hope I didn't do that badly, even though I know it'll turn out to be quite bad. *sigh* GP will take a longer time I guess. My GP will seldom improvr one. Even if it did, it'll be a little bit only. Haha... Afterall, I'm from a Chinese speaking family. How good can my GP get? Lol...

Wah.. Think I write very long le. Ppl reading this entry is so gonna kill me... haha... Think I better go sleep le. Its getting late and I'm getting tired too. Goodnite~~