Friday, July 30, 2004
my com is finally working!! oh well.. even though it takes a millions years to load something, it is not as bad as yesterday.. haha.. yesterday, the song playing on my com was repeating e same verse over and over again before playing the next line!! oh man.. how can i stand it?? but well, its so much faster today.. haha.. the damn virus is still there though.. wonder how did it get inside the com.. *sigh* but still, as long as i get to use the com, i'm satisfied!!
i totally agree that my blog is really really stagnant.. haha.. well.. wat can u expect from me during the period of time my com crashed.. lol.. =P haha... yea.. n now i'm blogging again!!!
due to my super short term memory, i really can't remember a lot of things which happened during the period of time i wasn't blogging.. kinda lost track la.. hahaha.. a lot of things happened.. got sad moments, happie moments, angry moments... bla bla bla... but now my spirit is totally up!! yay! =) cos i read a friend's poem.. which was dedicated to me.. hee... it was really sweet.. and it got me happie n all.. =) lala~~ now i'm in a super good mood.. haha...
2 days ago, i dedicated a song to e gang!! it was read out!! haha i was so so so so happie!!! it was my first time dedicating n it was read out!! heez... oh ya.. now i switched from listening to chinese songs to english songs.. realise that english songs are really nice too!! =) yea..
hmmm... gotta go eat dinner liao.. haha.. my whole family is apparently waiting for me.. n yes.. once again, i'm e slowest one.. can't blame la.. too excited to use the coom le... when i come back tonite den update more stuff... =)
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7/30/2004 06:36:00 pm
Sunday, July 18, 2004
sigh... there is really something wrong with my com.. i can only view certain web page.. like.. blogger main, hotmail, friendster.. and nothing else.. not even my own blog!! can't even see if this post is successfully posted... currently listening to the song "the reason". i tink its a sad song.. a lot of things is going through my mind when i listen to this song.. yeah.. dunno if it's good or bad.. i seemed to be very troubled.. i don't seemed happy.. definitely not my usual self.. dunno wats bugging me.. *deep in thoughts* am i running away from reality? if so.. from wat?? am i not facing my problems? do i have problems? wat problems? argh.. can't sort out my thoughts at all...
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7/18/2004 11:35:00 pm
yea.. it had been a really long time since i last blogged.. some major things that happened: i've got broadband.. yes.. finally.. haha.. hmmm.. and my com is stuck with a stupid virus.. and the internet explorer kept having error.. how to blog??? sigh.. really want to change a new blog skin.. sick of the current one.. oh ya.. results really sux.. got not a single A level pass.. and yes.. chi oral sux big time too.. blog next time when my com recover ba.. sigh..
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7/18/2004 11:18:00 pm
Saturday, July 10, 2004
One life. One chance.
Live it.
There will be times of happiness,
And of course, sadness too.
No life is perfect,
At least I believe so.
It all depends on the choices we make in life
Which determines how our life will go.
I believe in fate and destiny too
That if something is meant to be
It will be
Everybody wants to win
That's normal. Who would want to lose?
Me too, wished for victory
But it never seems to come.
Did I make a wrong choice back then?
Do I not belong to where I am now?
I don't know.
The road is long.
I'll have to learn to let go.
Holding on to sad memories will only make me sadder.
I'll let go of all unhappiness in life
There will be one day
When victory is in my hands.
Perhaps the past is a lesson for me.
To experience, to learn.
Like what people always say -
Failure is the road to success.
Yeah.. So, get on with life..
Because there's only one life. One chance.
Live it.
`love
7/10/2004 07:39:00 pm
came up wif a stupid theory -- a smile a day, keeps all troubles and worries away.. =) so.... smile.. i dun wanna go around looking sad.. its a terrible sight...
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7/10/2004 06:32:00 pm
looks like i need not really worry about LC this morning... compared my answers wif the ppl in my chi class.. guess wat?? 9 out of 10 answers are exactly the same.. haha.. it all lies wif the last question now.. so i guess it's either a 10 or a 9... =)
however, the everybody's mood was hit by the results of chem paper 3.. including me.. its really badly done.. there's 10 questions, each 10 marks.. and i didnt pass any individual question.. *sigh* as expected, i failed paper 3.. it all depends on paper 2 now.. as to wat final grade my chem will have... n dear mrs lim have to tell us that paper 2 is so much worse then paper 3.. how now?? try to not think about it.. yea.. it will only spoil my mood.. its not like i didn't study chem.. ya.. watever~
went to jill n lynn's house to watch 'Italian Job'.. yea.. its an old show.. very exciting though.. haha.. they both are laughing at me when i'm so tense up over the show.. its really nice!! well.. simply because they watched it before, they know exactly what happen next.. n i don't.. hahaaa... before that, we went to eat chicken rice at some coffee shop at bedok.. very nice!! *yum-yum* haha.. and they came up with some stupid boob-boob thingy.. sounds really disgusting!! hahaa.. lol.. =P also concluded that no other 18-yr-olds will behave like us!! haha.. so childish.. so watever~!! lol...we laughed our way all the way from the coffeeshop to the bus stop.. haha....
seriously.. i really cant see wats worse thats coming other then results.. its really freaking horrible.. trying to laugh and stay cheerful as usual.. dunno how long i can stay like this till.. i'm still holding on.. ya.. i am..
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7/10/2004 05:40:00 pm
Friday, July 09, 2004

Your and Innocent Unicorn! Innocent Unicorns are
very pure and good. They are the rarest of
types and sadly, are being hunted. Thats
because an Innocent Unicorn horn once removed
from the head, is worth alot of money, and if
left in holy water for a day, will turn into
diamond. Young Innocent Unicorns always stay
close to their mothers, and always will stand
by there side even when they grow. Innocent
Unicorns are said to be the friends of angels
and can dance on moonbeams. Innocent unicorns
represnt virginty, goodness, pureness, and
love. They always value friendship, and
familly, and are facinated by humans. Innocent
unicorns are shy, but if friends for someone,
its a friend to the end.
What kind of Unicorn are you? (With beautiful pictures) brought to you by Quizilla
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7/09/2004 04:39:00 pm

Your a Unicorn! Unicorns are pure, innocent,
magestic creatures that have a spiraling white
horn growing out of their forehead, and a white
graceful, horses body. Unicorns represent the
sign of purity, innocence, freindship, healing,
rejeventation, and truth. Your horn is rare
prized, but you tend to be naive, lured by a
childs cry. Unicorns are reare, beautiful ans
shy mythical creatures, and you are lucky to be
one.
What Mythical Beast are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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7/09/2004 04:34:00 pm

You have an animal soul! Arent you lucky! You are
very interactive with animals and can
understand them even if you dont speak their
tongue. The birds arent afraid of you, deer can
eat out of your palm, and every dog will roll
over for you. As an Animal Soul, you follow
your instinct, sometimes making rash decisions,
and not thinking properly. If you dont
understand something, you reject and push it
away, and can get very disastrous when angry.
At the same time, youre a very kind person who
can make people feel better, and are
understanding and compassionate. One of the
great things about you is that your rarely
jealous, and know that you have to share and
help other people if you want to survive this
world. You are very loyal and optimistic, and
can make it through the toughest times.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla
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7/09/2004 04:18:00 pm
early day today.. bet its soon gonna be taken up by some watever revision program.. this week is hell.. doing mid-yr papers was hell.. getting back mid-yr papers is worse.. didn't do well again.. and yes.. i'm stressing on the word 'AGAIN'. i haven been doing well since the first test in JC till now.. and wats worse? prelims is coming..
results really sux big time.. mcq also can fail.. wonder wats getting into me. econs didn't exactly turn out well.. got an AO.. math and chem still in suspension.. *i'm trying to be optimistic here* i studied.. i knew i did... no idea why things turned out this way.. math is my favourite subject, and the subject i started studying and practising first... and yet i failed paper one math badly... *sigh* have i not done enough?? have i not tried hard enough?? think chem is gonna be a disaster as well.. *sigh big time* will teachers and parents try to understand us and stop saying we didn't study?? its really irritating.. esp when we did..
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7/09/2004 03:41:00 pm
tmr is chinese listening compre.. n oral is next fri.. don't exactly feel too good about it.. jus don't feel good..
mid-yr is hell.. got back bits and pieces of our results, and so far, it all sucked... studied and studied, but still?? *lost for words* yeah.. teachers complaining we didn't study, parents unsatisfied, everybody's mood is down, bla bla bla... and the whole seeing miss lai thing.. it really sux... sigh.. dunno wat to say.. jus hope to lighten up a little so as to sit for LC tmr wif ease.. i'll be alright soon.. just need some time to straighten my thoughts... yeah...
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7/09/2004 03:28:00 pm
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
man... my arms and legs ache like hell.. tink its due to all the running and climbing on monday.. yea.. jill, lynn, chris, kw, & me went to joce's house to play water bomb, block catching, and blind mice. =) its so fun!! haha.. feel so free like a child again.. feel like i've found back my childhood days.. got alot of stares from the ppl though.. they must be wondering, why are these bogs kids still running around barefooted?? hahaa... yea.. we went around the 699 & 698 blocks area.. really look like kids sia... lol.. but its really fun..
got back some of my results le.. did very badly... cannot imagine the worse -- tea in e office.. u know wat office i refer to.. hope the remaining papers to be given back is better... sigh..
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7/07/2004 08:51:00 pm
Monday, July 05, 2004
4th July:
went to lynn and jill's house to do hw/play... ah.. dun tok about it.. had a small misunderstanding, which later grew into a big big one... so glad everything is settled...
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7/05/2004 02:25:00 am
3rd July:
ahhhh!!!!!! its tkband big day!!! its syf opening ceromany!! and tkband is competing for the best display band award!! i woke up pretty early in the morning jus to go back to old tk and see them practice. took alot of photos of them and their formations.. =) its really very cool!! i love tkband!! and for the 4th time,
TKBand WON!!! woohoo~~ so soorie bowen! =P i knew deyi DM will win.. haha.. he is damn good!! i do admit dat i wasn't really sure if they will win.. but i supported them all the way!!! yay!! and we did it!!!! at the stadium, we shouted and shouted until the dunmun ppl in front began to wonder if we were from tk or mj.. hahahaaa... when the whole thing end, the 4 of us went over to tkss side.. cheered along with them.. so on sia!!! haha... triumph was in the air.. =) went off with tkband... and got lost in the stupid big stadium... thank goodness we met up at the bus stop man.. haha... no idea where we were heading, and we were just walking and walking... man... so glad we actually managed to spot one another in the sea of ppl... went to parkway to eat and we had a feast there.. haha... went home feeling damn tired... slept almost immediatly after i bathe.. it was another good day... =)
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7/05/2004 02:12:00 am
2nd July:
wah!! i really miss peach!! she is my very very good friend!! from thailand.. but left for US to study... really miss her alot alot.. yep.. n of cos, we (the llama gang) went out on friday! =) met up at jurong east mrt station.. as usual.. e 3 bedok-ians were late.. hahaa.. and so qiao, we met sal sal in the train at dover!! she say she guessed we'll be in that carriage if we were to take the train.. so she went in, and she really saw us!!! think its telepathy.. oh well.. even after all these yrs.. hahaa.... ol' peach is still as pretty as ever!! =) wanted to go ice skating there, but saw a jerk there... plus, we almost fainted when we saw the price.. -- entrance fee: $8.50, skate rental fee: $2.00, compulsory to wear gloves and price of a pair of gloves: $2.00. wa low.. can really faint there lor!! went to town instead... went to lido to buy tickets for the movie -- spiderman. =) the movie is super super nice lor!! must go catch it!!! sal sal need to be home at 5.. so she couldn't join us.. went to eat at the sakura place again.. =) the food there really very very nice!! hahahaa... the bill came, and it was very very nice too.. whahaha... we each must pay like 11 bucks!! but we enjoyed the meal lah.. went to take neo-prints. =) made so much noise in there!! tink ppl will start to wonder if we're ok in there... hahaha... the photos all turned out very nice!! =) we actually ran all the way from far east shopping centre to lido!! n we took only 3 mins!! hhaa.. 10 mins late.. thank goodness the show just started. =P after the movie, we went to take another round of photos... haha...we're really mad that day.. come on.. its the only time we can be with peach... and she have to go back to US soon... man.. dunno when will i see her again... we all gave her a good bye hug... and went home from there... really had a fun time!!! thanx guys!!
`love
7/05/2004 01:48:00 am
Friday, July 02, 2004
1st July:
its my birthday!! haha.... nothing special really happened.. just had fun in school as usual cos exams ended!!! hooray!! hahaa... the pains and suffrings are finally over... i'm trying not to think so far to the extend of thinking prelims is here.. haha.. yea.. will have fun these few days...
i'm going out with dear ol' peach today!! the llama gang will be together again.. *yay* going ice skating at jurong... hope its fun! tmr going to syf.. tkband is surely going to win!! haha... wishing them all the best.. "best display band" will be theirs soon!! gang outing in the nite after the syf.. yay.. haha.... monday got class outing to sentosa!! yay again!!! hahhaa... guess sunday is for me to complete all my tutorials... school is starting again.. well... guess dats it.. gotta go eat lunch.. meeting ppls later.. haha..
`love
7/02/2004 12:32:00 pm
now.. where do i start from??
30th June:
lynn, me, & jill planned to study at joce's house. lynn came over for a while and we set off from here.. its quite fun in the journey there.. alot of things happen as usual. =) we were sitting at the interchange waiting for buss 88 when we notice a girl kept staring at us. she eventually boarded the same bus as us. when she alighted, both me and lynn expressed how irritated we were by her.. well.. how can we feel irratated? if i'm not wrong, i think she is from the katong special school. i think she is already poor thing enough.. talk alot of crap on the remaining bus trip.. haha... really alot of crap.. we alighted and saw many many monfort ppl.. they just got released from school.. this 4 guys were standing at the traffic light when lynn n me walk over.. they appear to me as some ah bengs.. shirt tucked out, unbuttoned, bag slung on one shoulder..... we crossed the road over to joce's blk, and i hear one guy ask his friend very loudly "hey.. got tissue or not?" his friend also replied very loudly "dun have lah.. u wan ar? ask those 2 'cha bor'(gals) over there lah.." man.. wad they think they are? we wanted to reply something stupid.. like.. lynn asking me if i hav tissue, and i say "dun have, try asking those 'ta por'(guys) over there" hahahaha.... well of cos we didnt.. didnt wanna get wallop for no reason too.. hahaha.. at joce's house, we peered in to get attention because the doorbell isn't working.. this unfarmiliar looking aunty came over to open the door. lynn began blabbering about something like "now.. we're conducting a survey over here to see if you are interested in this TYS over here... ..." the aunty freaked out and say "oh no!! i open the door to the wrong person!! they are here to take survey!!" my gosh!! hahaaa... jus then, as we're trying franctically to explain to her that it was all a joke, joce's grandma came out and verified us.. hahahaa.... wat nonsense.. lol... slacked there for a while and we decided to go have lunce.. there goes them again.. crapping about hougang blue (which never existed.. there is only hougang green) haha.. we were at the traffic light, and joce started crossing w/o waiting for the green man.. the 3 of us jus tag along and scream as we cross the road as cars were wheezing by... hahahaha... so funny!! ppl might just think we're some mad ppl... lol.. then jill, joce & lynn started to think of all ways to trick me and dump me behind.. its not e 1st time.. i've already gotten use to it!! hahaa... we reached a playground when joce say she wanted to sit on the see-saw. me and her went to sit on it.. its really short!!! now i see y it says its meant for children... haha..me and joce lifted our legs so it will not touch the ground.. and we bagan shouting like as if we having alot of fun!! haha.. jill n lynn walked away and pretended not to know us... lol... on the way back, jill n me hid behind a wall and let lynn and joce continue walking, wondering if they will turn back to find us.. we are wrong!! lynn n joce are plotting some evil stuff too!! hahaaa... they pretended they didnt notice and started walking faster and faster.. me and jill thought they are going to scare us, and so we took another route... we climbed the stairs instead, jus in case lynn and joce hid behind some walls and scare us from behind.. haha... didnt expect the both of them to be home!! we were only on e 4th floor when lynn spotted us!! we all screamed so loudly!! and i really meant scream.. haha.. yes.. e shrilling kind... =D ppl in that area must be thinking which kid is playing... man.. i feel childish... hahaha... did some studying.. *finally*... ate dinner at joce's house.. and went home to rest.. its a fun day..... =)
`love
7/02/2004 12:28:00 pm

Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla
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7/02/2004 11:55:00 am

Well your Happy, yes thats right your so happy, so
pretty and witty and if i go on any more i will
have to pay for the rights of this song so,
great jop your one of the lucky ones.
What Emotion Dominates you? brought to you by Quizilla
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7/02/2004 11:53:00 am

Your sign of frustration is....Well, nothing. You
never get frustrated, which is very odd.
Nothing bothers you, and you act very sensible
when you are faced with a problem. Remember
though, that it is alright to get frustrated on
certain occasions, for it is only natural.
What sign of frustration are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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7/02/2004 11:42:00 am

You should be wearing the colour....Orange!
Orange, is a very happy colour, it spreads
cheer everywhere. Orange stimulates
conversation and optimism. Since you love to
have fun, and be around others who share the
same quality, orange will make you shine!
What colour should you be wearing? brought to you by Quizilla
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7/02/2004 11:38:00 am

You're a Caramel!! You are known for your
sweetness. You are comfortable with yourself,
and help others feel the same way about
themselves. You are generally friendly to
everyone, and believe in second chances.
Which kind of candy are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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7/02/2004 11:30:00 am
Thursday, July 01, 2004
oh yes... HaPpIe bIrThDaY to myself!!! hahahaa... today is a happie happie day!!! thanx friends!! got ur wishes & blessings!! u guys rocks!! a few more minutes and it'll be the end of 1st July... how I wish everyday is another 1st July... i really do...
`love
7/01/2004 11:46:00 pm
wow~ these quizzes are actually pretty true to a certain extend.. haha.. it all says the same thing!! well anyway.. exams are finally over!!!!! hooray!! haha... yep.. very very tired now... how to tahan until 245am to watch soccer??? hmmm... will update the past few days stuff tmr or smt... eyes can barely open.... so sleepy... very sleepy...
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7/01/2004 11:44:00 pm
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7/01/2004 11:43:00 pm
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7/01/2004 11:43:00 pm

You're Most Like The Season Spring ...
Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.
Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)
?? Which Season Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla
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7/01/2004 11:42:00 pm
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7/01/2004 11:41:00 pm
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7/01/2004 11:39:00 pm