oh joce.. i gues u'r not the only one MIA-ing.. cos i've been MIA-ing so far too.. hahaha... yea.. n it's all due to work.. reach home like siao late... n still gotta wake up like siao early the next morning for the early shift.. try working from 10 to 10.30.. u'll die. haha... ok.. maybe i was exaggerating too much.. time doesn't past that slow if 1) there r alot of customers and u are kept busy, 2) the ppl u like are working too, 3) the ppl there crack alot of jokes to keep u occupied through the day... and of cos! i love weekdays.. haha... not becos weekdays have more ppl... but becos weekends have the ppl i didn't wanna see... yea...

i miss everybody too!

to joce: i miss toking on the phone wif u too.. lately my house phone bill is getting cheaper n my hp bill is getting ex-er.. haha.. miss toking crap n miss the endless conversation on the phone!

to jill: of cos i dun miss u so much.. cos we're 1) working for the same company, 2) working in buildings opposite each other, 3) start/end/split at almost the same time pretty often. haha...

to lynn: miss the "nene pookie" from u.. miss ur crappy actions and all the attempts to bully me! miss the trying-to-be-girly days.. cos u can get really cute!

to christine: miss the shoppings and the tokings! miss the "wearing nice nice" decisions whenever we go out!

to kw: miss all the crap from u!! "bear with it... like a bear.." (adopted from mr.tay kw) haha... miss all ur lame jokes!!

to vril vril: miss the times when u bully me (cos i'm so bully-able) hahaa... n miss all the silly stuff we do together!

i miss my family too... haven't been seeing them... cos i can't have dinner at home... but at least i get to eat the food my mum cook, as she put it all in a tupperware so that i can reheat n eat it in the night when i'm back...

now, i'm having breakfast/lunch at 8+ or 10+.... and i'm having lunch/dinner at 3+ or 4+.... and having my dinner/supper at 12+.... how brilliant.. i'm quite surprise i haven been getting any gastric attacks lately.. hahhaa...

yea...

i not only miss humans... i miss the things i used to do too... i miss sch.. i miss lecture, and sleeping in lectures... i miss morning assembly... i miss band practice... i miss block catching... i miss water fights... i miss doing castor cheer in the middle of the street...

man.. i feel i've grown older... there're so many things i can't do already... cos i'm supposed to have grown mature.. hahaha... very rubbish rite? =P

lately, the going-home-after-work crowd is getting bigger.. hahaa... which is of cos a good thing.. den i wouldn't be lonely! =) ah loon (or the big eyed guy) is so cute! he like to tok alot of crap too.. unlike onn zai.. haha... onn zai is like... so quiet n he give ppl the impression of "if u dun tok to me, i wun tok to u. if u tok to me, MAYBE i'll tok to u." haha... he's super quiet.. which is of cos. the direct opposite of me.. cos i tok alot! yea... ah loon is good la... he tok alot of crap.. dat means i wun be short of laughter when on my way home... =D jill is very amusing too! and i'm glad that she is getting along well with my friends, and i'm getting along well with her friends too! i was worried that she might feel awkward... but judging from now... i guess i need not worry so much afterall.. haha....

dicky scalded his hand while working... i wonder how is he now... his hand was so swollen.. (or is his hand already that big?) and the skin on his hand is peeling off badly... he rushed off to see a doc... and i haven't seen him the whole of yesterday... hope he's alright...

the ppl at my workplace ask me if i wanna go karaoke wif them... issit that funny when i say i need to ask my parents if i can go? issit that funny to know that i haven been to karaoke before? my group of friends all haven't been to karaoke either... r we weird? hahaa... they say i'm already 19.. and i shouldn't be asking my parents for permission to go out in the night... but hello??!! they suggested to go after work.. which is like.. after 10.30 pm... and they still say "oh! very early one la.. 1, 2 am can go home already!" very early indeed... early in the morning. i haven't gone out after 1 am ever in my life... or my parents will skin me alive... man... now how do i ask them for permission to go karaoke? i told ah loon that my mum didn't allow... and i gotta ask my dad too... and stupid ah loon go n spread it to the whole kitchen! ahhh..... no face liao... i guess i better not pin my hopes too high... 99% sure cannot go one...

am i fat? i tink i am... oh... and kevin (another cook) had been calling me winnie the pooh lately... hahaa... which part of me resembles a yellow bear who like hunny? hahaa.... they also like to make fun of me... i really tink i too easy to bully le.. hahahaa....

n joce ar!! i tink we better find some time to chat soon... i scared we run out of things to chat! *getting paranoid* hahahaa..... yea... i miss u!

n lastly... happie birthday to u.. happie birthday to u.. happie birthday to my kor kor... happie birthday to u!

yup.. it's my brother's birthday today! haha.... enjoy ur day!

gotta meet junyang to see the yr bk later... sounds stupid doesn't it? haha.. but yea... it's a little crazy.. but it's perfectly fine with me! i hope it's fine with him too.. hahahaa... gotta go prepare le.. bye!

oooh.. quite long nv update le... i realise my blog can be quite boring at times.. cos everything is about work.. soorie la.. that's my life (no life) now... haiz.. anyway... bought a new top.. in fact.. 2 new tops.. haha.. a dark green one and a pink pure milk racer tank top.. hee.. nice! lol.. after much hesitation, i bought e dark green sleeveless top i mentioned in one of the previous posts.. haha... yea...

went back to sch on thur.. got my money! haha.. it's some eagles award thingy... i was so surprise i got it that i actually read the letter a few times to confirm it's my name on it... hahahaa.... yea.. saw alot of teachers.. erm.. maybe not alot.. but all the close ones... =) rushed out to take a cab... tot i was early.. but in fact there's not a single cab in sight lah.. i waited until 11.50+++ before a cab came n pick me up.. oh briliant! i start work at 12. n of cos.. i was late.. no surprise there.. my manager said "eh? how come u late? u not usually late one leh.. today overslept ar?" i was thinking to myself.. hmmm... i'm a late queen... cannot judge a person by their looks.. haha.. how can she think i'm a punctual person? haha... of cos i didn't go n say i'm a late queen.. have to preserve my reputation.. (that is if i even have one) hahahaa... it's the 1st time i'm late for work anyway... malu-ed myself big time in the cab... i boared the cab n the first thing i say is "orchard, paragon." second thing is "from here to paragon how long ar?" and i asked that in chinese.. the cab driver said "huh?" and i repeated it a second time in chinese agian.... this time, i spoke slower n clearer... and the driver goes "i don't understand what u r toking about" and i look up and saw his tag thingy n oh gosh!! he's a malay!!! i was so paiseh lor! n to think that i actually went to speak chinese to him... gosh.. i must have been the first customer who spoke chi to him! man... chao paiseh can? hahaa.... (den again.. it's me.. so it's pretty normal, as i usually make stupid mistake and still blur blur about it..)

fri's off... went shopping wif my sis.. n had dinner at home!!! it's ages since i last had dinner at home!! *sob sob* i made my mum cook dinner for me.. haha.. yum yum... i love her cooking... nv get sick of it.. heee... took 65 home... finally know the "slope" onn zai was toking about.. n i finally know where he live.. hahaa... i actually went that place before! *bish* n i was still telling him i dunno that place.. hahaaa.... he say he's 25, married, with 2 kids..he say he have a kid at 19 and another at 20... it was an accident.. so he had to get married... diao... the story sound so fake.. but yet he made it sound so convincing... hahaa.. dunno whether to believe him or not...

sat is chao super busy... maybe it's why it's a saturday la.. where everyone is free to go town for shopping... haha.. went taka sushi tei to have lunch wif 3 other collegues.. man.. they were so funny.. hahahaa... the taka cooks were so generous wif the food... i felt as though they were feeding pigs.. hahaaa... the bowl were all so super big!! the 3 of them knew so many ppl from sushi tei taka!! like what they say... must start going to all the sushi tei outlets veri frequently.. den the ppl there will know u n service u better... hahahaa... had our fill there... n each of us only need to pay about 7 bucks... at night, the usual ppl walk to e mrt station together again.. they bought ice cream... but i didn't eat any.. didnt' feel like eating... n oso, i feel paiseh... they wanted to pay for me... anyway.. i don't usually eat ice cream late in the night for fear of cough... yea...

today was fun! went orchard shopping wif the sq ones... veri super chao funny can! hahaha.... went to taka sushi tei first to check jill's schedule... had quite a laugh there cos jill's collegues were all so fascinated over the twins thing as lynn was oso there... hahahhaa... went to paragon to check my schedule next.. and jocelyn insisted we go sushi tei paragon to eat instead of the taka one cos paragon got more shuai ge.. hahhaa... we swore we going in to eat one pino (as usual).. and in the end? we ordered one curry rice... man.. it was gd service! the cooks at paragon is just like the cooks at taka.. haha... they all though they feeding pigs.. hahhaa... they use the chao big soup bowl to contain rice n curry each... my god! it was huge! had oino after that... n joce oso saw the onn zai person, as well as ka loon (the big eye guy) and me n joce had the same opinion on who is cuter.. hahaa... had the laugh of the century there! we laughed so loud the the kitchen ppl kept turning over to look at us! man.. we must had been a nuisance... hahhaa... and i was paiseh n all.. and wat they have to say is jus "hah.. we're not working here! byeee nene! all the best to u!" and i was like.. DIAO..... hahhahaaa.....

went to see kw and gave him a pleasent surprise... he didn't know we're going to see him.. haha.. yea.. couldn't find him in the sea of green... lol.. everybody look the same! man... he look so cute!!! whahahhahaa... had to leave early to meet my family.. had dinner out... n i made it just in time... *whew* haha...

next week is going to be a chao hectic week... i'm working 5 days of the morning-to-night-kind, and a day of 2.30 to 10.30 kind... and only a day of rest... yea... bet it's gonna be tiring... veri tiring... they want to get me used to full time oso not like that one ma... hahhaa...

going to sleep le... been online for quite some time... need to work tmr too... so.. yup.. better get some rest before i have difficulty waking up tmr morn again.. hahaha.... gd nite ppls! =)

sigh... my first half of the day is brilliant.. but the evening part sux totally... today all the nice nice ppl work... so that's wat makes me happie... they r all the ppl i wanna work wif.. haha.. yea.. the morning is great! i can't stop smiling...

went to buy joce's bag with jill... jill had this craving for pino.. n tell u.. we look so stupid just buying one pino alone... hahaha.. oh ya.. a pino is an ice cream wif vanilla on the inside n chocolate coating on the outside.. *yummy* hahaa... n joce is lucky! cos the bag she wanted is the last piece already...no where else hav it.. lol.. but i bluffed her say dun hav le.. den she so disappointed... hahaa... she's so gonna kill me... =P went mass shopping with jill after that... went on a trying spree again.. hahahaa... we simply love doing that.... we're just tempting ourselves to save up for more things that's all.. hahahaa... yea..

the day is really a perfect one... until after i came back from my break... cos in the night, i ordered a fried garlic rice wrongly... i had to go sell it... n i failed to do so... it's really tough... my manager said it's ok.. even my collegues say it's veri normal to order things wrongly cos she oso order wrongly alot of times... but i dunno y i felt so bad.... n since then, my day came crashing down... first, i forgot to find 2 plates of sushi for a table of ppl... den i forgot to order 3 california handroll for another table... n following that, i forgot to order a mini california maki for another table... argh... even when i'm billing, i can't concentrate... nearly billed wrongly... i nearly had a mental breakdown.... wanted to go to the toilet to calm myself down n stuff... but it's too busy... n we're short-handed... so.. waited for pretty long before i get to go off for a little while... at least everything is back to normal when i came back.. *whew* had quite a bit of scare... but yea... after that toilet trip, my day is good n brilliant again...

need not wipe the table (which i hate to do, which my manager wanted me to do) cos my other collegue insisted that she wanna wipe it... so i went to do some other chores... we crack jokes n laughed n had fun... tot i would have to go home alone cos jill is not working in e night... n onn zai (the guy who drops at eunos) is off today... but thank goodness ka loon (a.k.a "the big eye guy" as named by jill) waited for me.. hahaa.. so nice! he walked over n say "eh.. u leaving yet? or u got alot of things to do?" i said it's up to him lor.. if he wanna wait den good.. if not it's ok.. n in the end, he waited for me.. hahaa... at least i have somebody to walk with me to somerset mrt station... he's taking bus no.7 home... i oso can take bus no.7 home... just that we're going in the opp direction.. ahhaaa... he's going to clementi.. i'm going to bedok... lol... yea... nice toking to him along the way... guess it's all because wei wei is not here today.. hahaa... if not he'd already left with wei wei... heee...

yep... trying not to think about the incidents just now in the evening le... if not it's gonna affect my work again tmr.. i dun wanna order anything wrongly again.... sigh.. yea...

meeting up with joce n chris n maybe vril vril tmr morning to go back to sch... hahaa.. quite stupid ar.. but still, i really miss sch... work is not bad la... but still, work is much more tiring then sch... tmr is gonna be another full day... from 12 to 10.30... but onn zai is working... n jill jill is working too! so i guess i need not worry about going home alone... haha.. yep..

overall, today is not bad la.. haha... hope tmr is good too... =) but darn.. susi is working tmr.. i dun like her... argh..... guess i just gotta put up with her...

yea... nothing much happen again..just thinking if i should buy this particular top... it's so different from what i usually buy...

jill used to tell me, if u keep thinking about that thing even after u left the shop, go buy it.. cos u really wanted it badly... but i'm not really thinking about it leh...

hmmm....

yay!!! finally found someone who take the train home to the east side!!! hahahaa... this guy lives in eunos (which is only 2 stops away from bedok)... so... yup.. that means i should hav company if i leave early... n when jill-jill is not going home with me... hahaa...

i'm happie...

but i feel weird at work... n 3 ppl actually point out that i'm not my usual self today (sunday).... man... wat's wrong?? they say i veri quiet... n hardly smile... do they mean i'm usually veri noisy n siao-siao? hahahaa.... i oso dunno y like that... hope tmr i'll be back to my usual self again ba...

oh ya... went shopping wif my mum earlier on today (sunday)... i bought a pinkish red giordano spagetti strap n a denim skirt... yay...!! hahaa.. =) looking for more clothes if possible.. yup... going to sleep le.. if not i'm going to look like a big panda tmr... i gotta wake up at 7.30.... cos i start work at 10... haiz....

met up with joce n chris lately... well.. needless to say, jill too.. (since she's only working in the building opposite where i'm working) hahaa... yup.. it's been so long since we last met! it's kinda sad... like... ever since i got a job, i haven been meeting my friends... cos my work just have to be at some ulu hours... hhaaa.. yea...

tried to shop for new yr clothes... *declared failed* man... chi new yr is in less then a month's time.. n i haven gotten any new clothes for it!!! oh man.... i'm soooo super late this yr... damn... it's all because of work again...

n oh ya... working on sat is like work-till-u-die kinda thing... it's so tiring n sooooo many ppl, and the queue just nv gets shorter!!! have a terrible leg ache n back ache now...super tired too... n my appetite is deteoriating like crazy... i no longer feel like eating... damn.... i'll get gastric if i don't.. argh...

tink i better go get some sleep first... or else my mum n dad will have real difficulty waking me up again... sigh... super tired n exhausted.... jill's rite.. some customers just dun deserve the kindness.... i was pissed off my this bloody customer... it's the 1st time i'm so angry at a customer lor... ass hole.... =S dun tok about him le.. or else i can't sleep later....

today was fun! e ppl who worked wif me today were all the nice nice ppl... too bad i'm only working until 3....made more friends there... mostly the chefs.. cos i basically knew all the waitreses le... i realise they r all nice ppl... which is good! hahahaa.. yea... veri tired.. tmr i'm off... and i swear i'm gonna sleep all i can... i'm sooo tired...

oh ya... i'm extremely happie cos i got my badge with my name n not trainee anymore.. hahaa...yay!

it's a good day today!! =) heeee.... i'm happie.

today was fun! haha... had fun at work.. =) the er xin ppl are not er xin at all today... hahaa... poor jilly-o is sick.. so i went to work alone like how i always do... today it's the 1st time i had a full day.. meaning there's only 1 hr lunch break for me... well.. it's not so bad.. i went to lucky plaza to buy food back to sushi tei to eat... there're indeed ppl eating there.. haha.. at least i'm not alone.. =) tink i'm starting to know the ppl there more.. as in.. not the waitresses.. but the chefs.. hahaa... they are one group of funny ppl.. i was taking order for this table of ppl.. den as i was keying it in, this cute guy pop his head over n ask me.. "wat did they order?" i said shisyamo. he exclaimed "ahh... only this ar? man.. it's my dish... so suay!" cos they specialise in some dishes.. and that shisyamo thing happen to be done by him... hahahaa... den later the day, he poped over again and ask.. "so wat's it this time? looks like alot of order..." i named out all the dishes and he laugh uncontrolably n say "whahahhaaa... none of it is mine!! woohoo~!! it's all ur's!!" he pointed to another guy.. hahaaaa... that guy came out n say.. "wei.. i treat u so nice... y must u do that to me?? so many leh.. all mine... next time dun treat u nice le.." hahahaa... they're simply one funny group of ppl...

oh ya... i malued myself big time too!! i took a sashimi salad which was supposed to be brought to VIP1 into VIP2 instead... and the ppl in VIP2 were like "eh? no one ordered sashimi salad leh.." n i kinda wait there for veri long for them to confirm if anyone of them order... n i stupidly walk out of VIP2 into VIP1 laughing my head off... hahahaa... so malu!! they must be thinking.. "haiyo.. this trainee ar... must be blur blur one... "

on my way home, i heard the radio playing the song "i miss you" by blink 182... kinda miss the times i spent with my friends... friends meaning the fishy gang n e sq ones... i still rmb we were drawing a picture we got from the lyrics of "i miss you"... like.. "...the unsuspecting victim.. and darkness in the valley, we can live like jack n sally if u wan, where u can always find me.. we'll have halloween on christmas...." and we were drawing a valley... with a dark shadow as the "unsuspecting victim" and a house with a label which says it belong to jack n sally, and we drew a christmas tree with a pumpkin on top... hahahaa...... we really had a lot of fun together... i really miss the times... hope to meet up again ya?

tmr is gonna be an early day for me... and fri is off!!! yay.. hahaa... gd nite pplz! time to zzZZZzz for me.. =) take care....

wah... i broke a glass today... and the glass is filled wif ice water... the water spilled over onto the guy sitting on the table next to the pantry... argh.. i was so scared and paiseh!! luckily my manager not there... and luckily neither katherine nor calvin saw wat happened... or else......... and thank goodness that guy and the whole table of ppl is not some old fussy aunty who complain at the slightest thing... they were 6 youngsters... and they were laughing and saying "wah... u aim us veri long liao rite?? whahahhaa... (and there they go laughing so badly, one of them nearly fell off the seat..)" when i go get ther bill for them, they were still laughing.. saying "hey.. 20% discount la.. whahhaaa or better still, on the house la.. on the house!!" hahahaa... they are one group of nice ppl.. =) and it's all thanx to them that saved me the scoldings... that table is cursed la.. crystal (a new part-timer) broke a glass on that table too... argh.. wat's with today and glass breaking?? haha... yea... hope that tmr will be better... today is a good day... cos all the nice nice ppl work.. hahaa... i oso work until veri happie.. well well... hope this happie mood last as long as possible.. yay.... =)

had a good day at home (i'm happie rmb?) but a bad day at work... stupid susi... i just can't stand her... she shall be the second bad person other then katherine...

tink i'm having a little of mood swings lately.. one moment i'm happie, another i'm down...

haiz... perhaps i should just go to bed... another continuous 3 days of work from 12 to 10.30... i better have enough rest... friday is off again!! *hooray* and thurs is gonna be my early day.. *yippie* yup.. perhaps it's because i didnt work for 2 days... today i went back and i feel funny... well... it's my first job afterall.. perhaps i'm not that.. erm... i dunno how to put it...

but yea... i'll get the hang of it... n i pray veri hard that troublesome customers don't come n dine at sushi tei... today i just met quite a number... argh...

wait.. i shouldn't let them ruin my day... i'm supposed to be happie!!

for a moment just now before i got home... i was still feeling a little depressed for god-knows-wat reason...

but now i'm happie.

just came back from junyang's bbq thingy.. n me n jocelyn turned out to be e only 2 19-yr-olds... hahaa.. e rest of them are of junyang's age.. which is... 1 yr younger den me... yea.. we dunno most of the ppl there... and e band ppl who went are those whom i'm not veri veri close to... still.. we went... =) but it's ok.. birthday is afterall once a yr thing... of cos i would wan all my friends to turn up.. heee.... so... dun worry bout the awkwardness k?? it's ok de...

for one last time... happie birthday junyang!!!

to begin with, breifly, i had a really bad day on wed, a good day on thur, and a realli realli enjoyable one on fri!

on wed, everything seems to be going against me la.. i was so not looking forward to work.. meifen not working... eileen wasn't around... even calvin wasn't around too... n i was stuck with this super irritating katherine... i made quite a few mistakes that nite.. n she scold me!! argh.. ok la.. it's my fault for commiting the mistake... but she shouldn't have been so harsh! i dun like her.. =( besides, susi and geradine was working... wah... stuck with all the not so nice ppl.... luckily i was working for 4 hrs only... or else i could have died there...

however, things are different on thurs... foong ying was there.. i went out to lunch with her.. erm.. we bought food back to eat.. and it's the first time i slacked for whole 3 hrs in sushi tei.. not bad la.. go out oso dunno where to go.. i'll be alone anyway.. so might as well go back there to eat... at least got ppl pei me... i made a mistake when taking order... thank goodness it's calvin who discovered the mistake... i was like "oh no.. how?" and he immitated me and went "oh no.. how?" so irritating.. (in a funny way)... den he say "it's ok.. everybody make mistakes... come.. i help u transfer la.. dun worry.. u go do ur stuff.. n i help u settle it.." so nice rite?? wah... if it's katherine.... man... i think she'll skin me alive.. she's that mean...like wat jocelyn said.. i really tink that calvin is a mr-nice-guy to me... hahaa... yea.. he's just like my big kor kor... =) it's good to work when he's around... if only everytime i work, it'll just be meifen, sugi, calvin, foong ying, eileen, and that aunty... so nice!! work will be so perfect!! but nooooo... i wait long long oso dun have...

and on fri, (which is just now), i met up with the fishy gang.. we had so much fun!! hahaha... it's been really long since the last time the whole fishy gang go out together... esp when everyone is present! usually, everybody will be late and joce will be the earliest waiting there... but today, everybody's early!! hahaa... kw called on our way to orchard and asked where were we.. i was with lynn n jill... it so happened to turned out that we're on the same train!!! hahahaa... kw den called jocelyn, and joce was oso on the same train!! somebody pls go buy 4D... sure strike de.. hahhaa... so we met up in the train even before we reach orchard.... lol... went to seoul garden and had lunch... n we sat there for 4 hrs... man.. the ppl there must have found us a great nuisance... went down to sushi tei taka to see if they happened to need any part timers.. and it turned out that they actually do need staff!! hahaa... words really get around very fast... cos the 2nd time jill get down to sushi tei taka again with jocelyn, they heard them saying aomething about "they're Mabel's cousin's friends..." man... how in the world did they find out that i'm Mabel's cousin??? just in case u r wondering, mabel is my cousin.. (obviously)... working in sushi tei with some quite high post... yea... but they posted jocelyn to holland v... man... it's simply too far for her... don't they need any ppl at serangoon garden?? it'll be great if they do... i'm sure jocelyn don't mind paragon too.. or even taka... as long as it's not holland v... don't worry jocelyn... all the best ya?? i'm sure u'll find a job soon... take care and don't think too much hor...

man... i really miss kw... i miss his hair... erm... it sounds disgusing... i meant to say, i miss his hair cos he's gonna cut botak tmr... he's going for NS.... so sad hor?? if i'ts me i'll be so sad and scared... hope he'll be fine in there... heard it's tough... take care ya?? i'm sure we're all gona miss u so much!! esp christine.... took quite a number of photos... in memorial of his hair... hahaa.... yea... it turned out pretty nice too!! =) we were outside taka when we wanted to ask someone to take photo for us... we approached this guy.. and before we could say anything, he raised his hand in a manner to sort of tell us he's not interested in anything we're selling.. and we went.. erm... can take photo for us? we're not selling anything.. den we all burst out laughing... he stopped and looked at us and say "oh!! take photo can!! hahahaa.. i tot u all trying to sell smt.." *bish* guess it's getting real irritating to sell those tickets thing in town... ppl see u trying to sell smt, they surely detuor one.... just like wat i always do...

well... HaPpIe BiRtHdAy JuN YaNg!!! hahaaa... yea... it's his birthday tmr... he's having this birthday bash thingy at pasir ris park... he's celebrating it with his other friend whose bday is on the 11th... so there'll be lots of ppl going... hope there'll be ppl i noe... hahaa... excet for jocelyn la.. of cos... lol.....

it's really late... went out with my parents to chinatown just now... kinda miss going for dinner with them.. cos i always gotta work in the night... yup... really miss toking on the phone with jocelyn... actually aupposed to call her just now... but i reached home too late.. and i feel really bad to make her wait for me... plus, she hav to wake up really early tmr... so... next time i guess... soorie...

veri tired now... only thinking of sleep... and sleep.... zzZZZZzZZZzZZzzzzzzZZzzz

i'm sure tmr will be a good day too... i believe... i hope...

1st thing i'm really happie about... i bought the converse bag!!!! hahaa... it's the last piece! i was so lucky!! hahaha... i love the bag.. =)

2nd thing... i learnt how to take order!!! hahahahaa.... m supervisor Calvin spent 1 hr explaining the menu to me... haha.. poor him.. i'm jus like a dumb ass who dunno anything about jap food.. (cos i dun eat them).... he so nice.. he ask me to dare dare take order.. any mistakes made by me he'll help me cover... =) hee... thanx calvin! i still have a problem in recognising the sushi... give me time.. i'll know them soon... =) yup...

i realise there's really alot of ppl who smoke at my workplace... calvin smokes... so does the other 2 waitress... and a whole load of kitchen ppl... i pass by the stairs place on my way to toilet only to find the whole bunch of them sit in a really big circle all smoking together... this guy called out to me "hey xiao mei.. wanna join? we're all having fun here.." oh plsssss.... i'm so sensitive to smoke!! i can't stand the smell!!! asking me to smoke is equal to asking me go die... i can't even stand one person smoking on the next table when i'm dining... let alone a whole big group of ppl smoking together... it simply stinks... argh... still, they enjoys it... i wonder wat's so nice... i hate cigarette to the core....

as wat i always hear from the radio perfect 10, " have u gone skinny dipping, and emerged on top of the world? have u felt the strength of ur baby's fingers, all the way up to her shoulder? or baked a cake in the numeral one? have u ever grow old with the person u love, and u'r still in love? every cigarette robs u of 7 mins of ur life.. time living ur dreams.. please.. stop smoking.."

hahaha... yea.. i always hear that advert on the radio...

oh well.. work is getting better as usual.. but getting tiring too...

right now i just feel like sleeping....

lala land... here i come.....

a yr just passed... i feel i've grown older... i feel dat alot of things changed.. i feel i grew.. i feel different...

i'm working now... no more school for the time being... no more piles of homework and teacher's scolding... no more lectures.. no more tutorials.. no more student fare...

it does feel different being in the working world.. well.. things have to change somehow.. i kinda miss everything that happened in 2004... i miss mjc, i miss the band, i miss going to school, i miss my class, i miss all my friends, i miss all the rare experiences i had in 2004.... i feel i'm no longer that childish.. well.. compared to before, i'm sure i matured.. i don't wanna grow up... i miss all the times i spent in 2004.. i have to say it is a really gd yr for me.. A's is completed... finally.

now 2005 sounds sucky... i'll be getting my results... start of the adult fare... work... university (if it's even possible)... sigh... n alot others...

time realli pass so fast... *sigh* well.. for all i noe.. there may be a whole new challenge for me.. probably alot of it too...

i realli realli hope my results are gd enough for me to enter uni... that's all i want... really.

work is still quite fine... still thinking if i should switch to full time.. full time would mean i have much less free time.. cos i'll be working from 10 to 10.30 on 5 days per week... sigh... or is part time enough for me? how i wish the ppl who are nice work when i'm working.. i realli hate to face some annoying ppl who nag at everything i do... well.. at least i'm not complaining as much as i used to do when i just started work...

yesterday was veri fun.. jill, lynn n jocey came over to sushi tei... they say i walked past them without realising them... haha.. how blur.. *as usual* lol... had fun there.. we had a feast too.. n i treated.. (cos they forced me to) hahhaaa... no la.. cos i'm the only one working.. n the 3 of them r jobless.. so this time i treat.. next time it'll be them.. =P took a number of stupid photos too..

today, lynn n jill came to sushi tei to eat again.. but this time, it's with their dad n their bro... i had a shock when lynno dearest called me "nene" from behind... i wasn't expecting them at all.. n i was so shock n wondering how the hell my colleagues noe my nick name??!! hahaa... well well.. it's them alright.. =) gave them each a rare hug (for lynn) and a frequent hug (for jill) haha... my colloeagues saw my hugging them.. den he point to himself n open his arms (trying to say "wat about me??" "i wan a hug too!") hahahaa.... those guys.. they're out to malu me.. lol.. they laugh so loud till i can hear them even with the glass window or panel thingy seperating us.. hahahaa... yea.. starting to noe more ppl... erm.. not really sure with their names though... but still, i'll noe it soon! haha.. =)

i sure hope i'm not neglecting my friends because of work.. i sure don't want that to happen... yesterday was a gd wy to end the yr (at least i met the sq ones).. and i hope that today was a gd start of the yr too...

all the best to everyone i noe.. =) best wishes, n happie new yr!