Thursday, March 31, 2005
yup... going to swensens tonight to celebrate baohua's last dayat work.. probably not going clubbing with dicky le.. i didn't really wanna go anyway... instead, i'm looking forward to going clubbing with baohua n jill n probably lynn on next wed at chinablack... yup.. sounds more fun doesn't it? haha.. i noe i'm bias... jus let me be...
hope today is fun anyway... =)
`love
3/31/2005 02:55:00 pm
wah... today is baohua's last day at work.. damn sad can.. sigh..
no more shopping together..
no more lunch breaks together..
no more "waitress-ing" together..
no more ppl waiting for me after work..
no more going home together..
no more fun and laughter..
no more eye candy for me..
no more baohua.
*sobs*
like what me and crystal agreed to that day when we were at coffee bean, life is gonna be damn boring after baohua leave for NS... stupid NS la.. stupid government.. we're gonna be so lonely at work without him... man.. we made him sound so great and important... but he is important to a certain extend... at least he's the one who always bring laughter to my day every single day.. it's gonna be so different after that.. sigh...
so gonna miss him...
- good things don't last... do they? looks like good times don't last either...
`love
3/31/2005 02:14:00 pm
Saturday, March 26, 2005
finally appied to university... took one night off just for applying for uni... finally got it over n done with.. now i'm relieved.. =)
`love
3/26/2005 02:33:00 am
i'm fine the way i am now... even though i was once confuse. i'm not intending to speak out, as i wanna keep things as the way they are... i'm already veri contented.
that day, when u promised u'll come, i wished u really did... but at the same time, i wished u didn't... so i left it to fate.... guess i already got the answer...
`love
3/26/2005 02:17:00 am
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
thanx for tonight.. it's all i ever needed... if only everyday, every hr, every minute could be like just now... i wish time would stop for me...
but sadly, time goes on passing and the clock nv stops ticking... watever that's over can only be memories... and no one knows watever that's coming...
in life, nothing can be perfect. but with u around, life is near perfect..
`love
3/22/2005 01:32:00 am
Sunday, March 20, 2005
i hate falling in love... but still....
i wish i have some time alone with u again... but i tink i'll nv get the chance again...
`love
3/20/2005 01:09:00 am
Friday, March 18, 2005
man... perhaps it's time i should change my com's wallpaper...
or maybe not.
there's nothing pretty much iteresting lately... yea.. if u not already guessed it, it would have been obvious enough that it would all be about work...
tmr i've got a half day... yea.. should take the chance n stay at home n rest.... i should...
`love
3/18/2005 01:33:00 am
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
sadly, my heart fluttered again.... but nothing ain't changing...
`love
3/15/2005 12:55:00 am
Monday, March 14, 2005
thought of having a little bit of fun today since i thought that sally is off... but nooooooooo... she's back at work at 2.30... hahaa... but it's ok la... today was still quite fun... =)
tmr starting work at 10.. same as baohua.. yay... =) tmr i promise i'll reach very very early.. hhaa.. cos i'm always late... oops.. hee.. yup..
still not sure on wat course to choose... think i'm most probably going into teaching... be ready to see a teacher-wannabe! hahaa... yea.. dunno if it's tough.. still not decided on whether i should go NIE straight.... sigh.. a lot of things happened over the weekend... well... i guess i'll just have to make up my mind soon...dun have a lot of time left... erm.. if u dun count 2 weeks as alot of time.. haha.. yup..
gotta go sleep le.. if not tmr cannot get up again... haha.. we all ganged up to get leave on a particular day lor... sure hope sally approve it... man.. think she noes we're up to no good... shit la... i'm still pretty pissed at her lor... argh... she's so ngeow!!! aiya dun wanna tok about her le...
this whole week i can only go work together wif lynn on tue... all the other days are different.. dunno bout jill's yet.. but aye.. dun have much hope though....
`love
3/14/2005 12:39:00 am
Saturday, March 12, 2005
Darius - Live Twice
Don't leave now
Not yet
They're words I
Regret
And I'm sorry
Somehow
I only Wanted to make you proud
If I could only let you knowI'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
How could I let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice
When you told me
I froze
It still echoes
In my soul
Please forgive me
If I didn't say
I love you
Every single day
If I could only let you knowI'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
How could I let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice
Nobody told me we'd only get one chance
I didn't know that our time would turn so fast
Why we have to say goodbye I don't understand
If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
How could I let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
I could not let it pass me by
Nothing I give to sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice
We'll meet in another life
If only we could live twice
`love
3/12/2005 01:42:00 am
i felt my heart fluttered a little...
who was i thinking of at that very moment?
`love
3/12/2005 01:21:00 am
Friday, March 11, 2005
i'm loving my work... well.. except for the sally part, and the melissa part... oh.. n oso not to forget the susi part, everything is really great!
bernard (the OM of sushi tei) came around yesterday again.. he asked me if i was ok.. cos the last time i saw him was the day i got my results, n i was feeling really bad... almost cried in front of him... yea.. and he kinda talked me through and a little of the way life goes as well.. yesterday, i told him i was fine.. and feeling much better.. =) at least i can smile and laugh... he flash a broad smile and say.. "it's great to hear that u'r fine! that's all i ever wanted to hear -- my gals are doing fine. as long as u r wearing that uniform, u'r under me. and i care about ur everything.. esp if u'r doing fine and feeling happie... =)" he's a really nice guy! he cheered me up! heee...
bao hua is quitting really soon... cos he's entering NS on 8th april... gonna lose another person to pei me soon le... sigh... yea... so gonna pei him while i can... haha.. before he enter NS at least...
man.. i dunno which uni n which course to go.. dun even noe where will accept me... hmmm... it's a really difficult decision to make.... sigh...
`love
3/11/2005 01:27:00 pm
Monday, March 07, 2005
sigh... for once, i didn't smile for one whole day.. guess it's the most depressed day of my life... (so far)... didn't expect my results to be so horried... but well.. wat's over is over.. and there's nothing i can do to change it... if only we can turn back time...
still, i'm grateful n glad to hav ppl to stand by me... the teachers were especially great... they encouraged me to move on from here and gave me alternatives to go after A's... they gave me hope and got me moving on... my friends were there to comfort me n lend me a shoulder to lean on... my sushi tei collegues were there to find all means n ways to make me smile... i'm really glad to have all of the ppl by my side... at least i noe i'm not facing this alone... my parents didn't scold me... they were in fact veri understanding... they told me it's alright... and that i should really move on...
thanx all... i'll be fine... i'll get over it...
`love
3/07/2005 12:49:00 am
Friday, March 04, 2005
was supposed to go pubbing with my collegues... but nah.. got cancelled in the end cos jill n lynn can't make it... dun really have a really good impression of the pub anyway... it's called Music Underground.. god noes were it is... heard it's at specialist centre there... aye.. it's postponed... probably next week... going to ask them to go chinablack i guess... i've nv gone pubbing or clubbing before... hmmm... perhaps i should jus go there see see?? i guess it's no harm...
went off with baohua n crystal to the mrt station... sat at the platform and waited for the train to come... missed quite a few trains cos we didn't wanna go yet... in e end, we got out of somersat mrt station n went to coffeebean to have a drink... gosh... time flies... felt like as though i've only chat for a while, n it's already 1+ when i left that place... i broke my record... nv go home so late in my life... thank god my parents were all fast asleep... if not they'll sure to kick up a big fuss about it... in other words, i went out illegally... hahahaa...had a fun time chatting too.. at least it kept my mind occupied n not think about the results which is to be realeased later the day.. (it's already 2+ in the morning) yea... sigh.. i hate to think of the outcome if i eally happen to fail my A's... i'm freaking worried... and today i did practically nothing but to pour tea n pour tea... take ice cream, top up the things n stuff... i tried my best to skip orders.. cos i fear i order wrongly.. went in to be a runner for a super short period of time.. and i really think being a runner is veri interesting.. haha.. at least i learn something different.. =)
there's still alot of things which happened in the past few days... to much to even be written in the blog... don't know where to start either.. so i shall just let it remain in my memory for as long as it can last... at least i noe it's gonna be there for quite some time.. certain things are not easy forgotten... yea...
i really wish all the ppl getting results tmr, *esp my friends!* a really really good and best of luck! esp to the ppl of 307, the fishy gang, e sq ones, n baohua... =) u guys rocked my life! i wish u nothing but the best!
last thing which had been on my mind for quite some time...
"i wish it's jus u n me, n no one else... like that day... that......"
`love
3/04/2005 02:20:00 am
