my god!! need i say more?? sentosa was fun!!!! hahahaa.... and quoted by christine, "we felt the sentosa experience". hahahahaa... we had a laugh.. a good one... =P i can't believe we actually spent 4 hrs in e sun!!! well.. we reached sentosa like.. super early.. at 9 am.. hahaa... and den started going under the sun at 9.3o++, went up for a small snack and den go back to under the sun... all the way until 1.45++!! it was way cool man! we actually even swam to the nearby opposite island-ish lagoon thingy... it seemed quite far, but is actually pretty near... maybe.. 2 laps of the olympic pool.. or a bit more.. ahahaaa....it's actually quite scary to be swimming there.. erm.. esp when it's the sea, and the "wat if i can't make it there" mentality kept coming to me..hahahaa... yup.. we made it in the end... there, and back.. =) it was shiok!

the cinemania thing was super disappointing no doubt.. but we made a promise we'll go back to sentosa again... haha.. this time round we'll not bring so many things... so that we can visit all the rest of the attractions... yay!! i can't wait to go back there!

at night, we went to sushi tei paragon to eat... i can't believe i'm doing this, but i did it no doubt... i didn't really wanna eat in sushi tei... esp after all the jap food n all... it gets u sick... hahahaa... n i hate to think that i'm at my workplace as a customer even on my only off day... whahahaa... yup.. got a terrible tan mark... n all my collegues were laughing at me.. haha.. they say we were sunshine gals... eww.. nowadays where got ppl still say this kinda things? haha.. but den they say we all look healthier... which is a good thing i suppose...

and wat's the result of the tanning? my face is peeling!!! argh.. it's peeling rather badly.. today, me and lynn were comparing the area of our face where the skin is peeling... it's pretty much a wide area... in fact, the whole face... hahaa.... but den it'll be fine soon... and i'm waiting for it to be ok again...

dunno y.. super sleepy... going to sleep now le ba...

wish time could stop, and the world could stand still...
wish things wouldn't changed for the worse, but only for the better...
but all these is just a dream..
cos time is still moving.. the world is still spinning...
and things did changed for the worse....

super tired... body (esp. shoulders) hurt like crazy... chao sleepy... but yesterday was extremely fun... shall write more about it when i have the energy to do so... currently i'm really too tired to do so... besides, i've an interview tmr morning..

sigh... wat a day..

my goodness... i swear if i hadn't died from the workload, i would have died in the hands of my wonderful dearest locker partner.. (not to mention it's lynn's locker partner too..)

saturday was total madness.. yes. i meant yesterday was crazy... we ran around the restaurant like some mad kid and i swear it's worse then fighting war. if not for the jammed up bloody machine, we would have easily made a 20. u guys noe wad i mean.

-the jammed up bloody machine
mentioning about that, my oh so dearest manager have to throw me in to be the runner on a saturday... erm.. if u r wondering wat's wrong with a saturday, it's only jus that it's the busiest day of the week, and the food tends to get jammed up easily... and so the machine decides to take a rest on a saturday afternoon, and not print out any order forms... in the end? all the sashimi wasn't called for, and customers were all complaining about their sashimi orders which seemed to take eternity to come, cos i never even recieve the order sheet! n so i have waitresses coming to me with the bill sheet and asking for the sashimi orders... in the end, the sashimi counter is so jam, and the chef is so pissed with me... my oh my... kok fang (the other runner) decides to take a rest too and went to top up the colour plates... and i'm left there with all orders by myself! ahh.... i was really going mad... cos in my hand, i have a stack of near 15 orders of sushis and sashimis... goodness gracious... i was so tired after the whole thing.. and apparently i think i looked like i was on the verge of crying.. cos there're 2 chefs who came to me and ask me to cool down n not to cry.. hahahaa... but i was still fine den.. just super tired, and a bad gastric...

n i was totally geared up for a second time of being the runner in the night... and thank god sally asked me to work outside... i wun give up being the runner... i'll make sure one day i'll be as good as susi.. i tell myself i can be calm when facing the orders too... and i can make it as a good n efficient runner one day... i still like the position as a runner though... and i think nothing can change my mind for it.. hahaa..

-dearest locker partner
if it wasn't illegal to kill someone, i would have killed her. she have to come to me during my most jammed up time when i was a runner and ask me the world most redundant question.. "erm.. is this tobikko sushi?" gosh!! i really feel like strangling her!!! she worked for a much longer time then me, and it have already been more then 4 months of work n she still dare to come tell me she dunno which is tobikko sushi!!! goodness!! there's a whole load of things which she did that makes me feel like tearing her apart on the spot.. i bet if me and lynn were to compile everything into a book, it'll be thicker then the latest harry potter series - harry potter and the half-blood prince. still, she's our locker partner...

oh.. something to be happie about... i wun be seeing her for the whole of next week!! cos she's only working on monday, and sunday morning... and i'm off on those two timings... yay... hahahahaa

n one more thing.. tmr i'm going sentosa to relax!! i'm really looking forward to this break from work! it's been a long time since the last time i did anything else other then shopping and working... yay.. hope tmr's going to be great.. hahaa....

oh.. did i mention i went for the NIE interview? yep.. i did.. and it turned out to be quite fine... i didn't answer one question correctly, and the person phrased it another way for me.. but still, i didn't really answer his question.. but overall, they laughed at some of the things i said.. they actually find me cartoon... quoted from lynn "how can anyone not find u funny??" the u in there is refering to me.. hahahaa... watever.. ~~ lalala~~~

another interview is on wed.. from nus sci fac... dun really have alot of hope on it anyway.. but still, i'm going for it.. yup.. hope it'll be fine..

meanwhile, i shall just chill, and prepare for tmr..

there's so many things in my head now, that i don't know where to start thinking from...

one of which is, i've jus gotten a letter asking me to go down for an interview for moe... i dunno i should feel happie or sad...

and then there's so many other things on my mind... haiz... perhaps i'm thinking too much... i shouldn't have even bothered about anything... should i?

a couple of things from my life recently...
1. i didn't managed to go for band camp..
2. i got myself new specs.. and goodness.. i still look as bad as the previous one...
3. i terribly miss jocelyn.. *let me count how many days i haven seen her* -- it's at least a week.
4. got myself a new book! i've decided to pick up some good habits from my friends, and hence decided to start investing in a book. book title: "ps, i love u" doesn't that just sound totally like my kind of stories? hee...
5. tmr i'm working for the 4th consecutive morning at 10am. but it's ok.. since i like it.. y not..
6. i totally wanna invest in a pair of good jeans... not that i'm saying my currents ones can't be worn out on streets.. but i'm looking for cooler ones...
7. i'm looking forward to pay day, even though it's still half a month away...
8. my life is boring..

hahahaha... yup.. that's basically wat it is now.. i starting to think that it's not a bad idea to start planning for an outing soon.... i guess we all totally need a break badly... maybe... a trip to wild wild wet to indulge and enjoy... man.. i'm super looking forward to that... but the only problem being, joce surely wouldn't go... hmmm... perhaps another new idea ba...

so tired... gotta go sleep le... tmr i gotta wake up early.. look horrible... grown fatter... eww... can't stand myself...

days without you doesn't seemed as bad after all... but days with u are definitely better... we're all doing fine... if only u'r there to be with all of us too... i suddenly feel immune to not earning that much... and not working that much... cos working and not working no longer make a difference i guess... cos whether i work or not, i still wun be able to see u...

hai... mix feelings...

that day i tot i saw you.. and i totally dazed on the spot... i didn't respond to the person who tried so hard to communicate to me... i felt like a total idiot... i didn't wanna serve that table after that... i stared at that guy like as if he was my long lost friend... he looked so much like you... and i tot i saw you again..

e other day, marcus shouted "onagi" however u spell it... and it sounded so much like you... i dazed again... i felt like as if you were so near... but it's impossible for you to be near... though i wish you r...

both "you" refers to 2 different person...

tink my blog is getting more personal... can't help it.. there's nothing much for me to update on anyway...

wayyyyy swweeeeetttt...

the week is coming to an end again... this time round, i dare say it's a good week.. =)

firstly, the swensens treat is fabulous! haha.. got to eat alot of good food... n eerybody there is fun! calvin was there too! and we all got to see the other side of him.. (the dirty-minded side) but he's funny la.. teasing about ah bu n stuff... =P went home in a cab wif lynn, jill, n calvin... so e fare isn't that bad...

sat, we had coffee at coffee bean again.. it's our usual coffee break to break away from the stressful saturday night that sushi tei face...

monday we celebrated joce's birthday at sushi tei... it's cool n sweet! we had alot of food n ordered stuff which we'll nv order due to the price... hahaa... everything is nice!

wed i went for a movie with baohua.. watched "the pacifier". it's really super nice n funny! should go catch it if u peeps hav time man....

fri, me, lynn n crystal did a super dumb thing.. we woke up at 5 plus early in e morning so as to go send baohua off.. haha.. we actually went all the way to admiralty to send him off lor! man.. he should feel honoured... =D rushed all the way to the nearest mac after that to catch the mac breakfast.. and we managed to get the last breakfast order! great! went back to paragon to take crystal's pouch, which she left in the locker.. den we head off to parkway for shhhooooopppppping!!! yay... lynn got her ear pierced, bought a billabong bag, and crystal got her piercing too.. =) though i didn't get anything for myself, i'm still happie cos it's the shopping that's fun.. not the buying of things.. felt like a zombie for the whole day... cos didn't have enough sleep... almost fell asleep during work too.. hahaa... work was lonely... well.. not that there's completely no one to pei me... there's still mei fen n huiling, joy n joey there... but sadly, crystal, lynn, n yanchang are all not working... it's okie de... tmr will be better...

by the way, my wall paper is still not changed....

love comes naturally... it can't be forced... u know it when it's there.......

eye candies are... well.... eye candies afterall... ain't they? it's time i should wake up from my dream...