sigh... super sad now... i accidently deleted all my msg in my inbox.. n now it's super empty... all the memories... all the sweet goodnight msg... all gone... some of which i might not even get it again.... sigh.....
i have this stupid math qualifying test to clear this thursday... wish me luck man.. i totally forgot everything on math... i have no idea how i'm gonna do the paper... but i have to pass it.... by hook or by crook...
life in hostel is quite ok la.. i just get to know my block ppl yesterday cos i didnt go for the freshmen orientation camp... yesterday we had a birthday bash.. it's fun.. hahaa... smelled like cheese n mango all over... jill kena the most cos all the attention seemed to be on her... washed the clothes late in the night.. ended up sleeping at 2am... den this morning couldn't get up.. it's gonna be the same thing all over again tonight.. cos we'll be going for supper.. =) i like supper treats.. hahaa... it makes u feel happier...
went jurong point to eat dinner yesterday... finally satisfied my craving of having a yakiniku rice burger.. hahaa... went ntuc wif elsa after that, n i feel as though i'm preparing for a mini war in my room... bought a lot of instant food.. gonna cook it soon i guess.. hahaa....
alright.. back to the main thing again... i hope life in nie is not gonna be too tough n boring... i need a life...... meanwhile, chill out!!
tmr, a new chapter of my life begins.... i sure hope it's an enriching one... =) looking forward to it...
love agents 2... love nie camp...
things are never gonna be the same again... classes will no longer be filled with the usual crazy sound... there'll no longer be anyone broadcasting "nene" as my name to the whole class... no voice will shout from the back of the class to readdress me as "nene" when i'm introducing myself in the 1st day of lessons... no more chit chatting about anything under the sun... no more toking cock during breaks... no more copying of hw... no more sq ones... everyone of us is gonna be split up...
still, i believe we can still meet up for meals in the weekends n stuff... i cant bear to not see u guys for a week... i cant bear us to be seperated... i'm gonna miss chris n kw too... well, avril's gonna be my roommate (hopefully!!) so it's still not so bad... *sigh*
forget about the sad stuff.. now, i wanna watch some movies badly... in order of importance:
mindhunters
war of the worlds
fantastic 4
yep... basically these 3... esp mindhunters... anyone wanna catch it? hahaa... make urself available n check me out ya?? =)
yes... that's the song i've been singing at home, at work, everywhere... i love it... i find the lyrics very nice... n i love the tune too..
cant believe 1st july past so soon... i haven even get to finish enjoying the day... haiz... this yr is the 1st yr after the yr i'm born that my chi bday n eng bday dates coincides! hahahaa... i find it so fascinating though...
still, live moves on, and it's gonna make a big turn some time soon... i hope it goes n stays in the right lane...
7/03/2005 02:13:00 am
"Behind These Hazel Eyes"
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
wat a long time since i last updated my blog again...
1st of all, happie birthday to me... =)
a week plus ago, i went to watch mr & mrs smith with junyang... it's a great show no doubt... managed to catch up a little...
den i went to malaysia, KL, with jill, lynn, their brother n their dad.. stayed at their aunt's house... it's cool.. =) had quite a fiasco there though.. we shop so much until their cousin is so scared of us mentioning the word shopping.. den there is a blackout twice, once in KLCC, another when we were halfway brushing our teeth in the middle of the night.. electricity took bout an hour to come back... at sunway lagoon, the water supply got cut off... sigh.. i wonder wat's more to come... still its super fun! bought quite a few things.. pretty much satisfied now..
working non stop ever since i got back.. quitting soon.. next week's my last week.. gonna miss the ppl there... today's my off day... going to enjoy myself abit.. collecting my cert in the morning with lynno... going to orchard n miss the other 2 peeps in the sq one.. going to holland v sushi tei to dine in.. considering whether to meet junyang after tha.. or should i meet my parents instead.. would i even have xtra time? can't 1st july last longer?
still, hope i enjoy myself tmr.. =) super tired... better sleep now, or else lynn is going to slay me tmr if i'm late... ;)
