Friday, September 30, 2005
Xplat is postponed to 9 Oct, sunday... no more fun tmr!
hai.. but it's gonna be the same rite? the fun is gonna come on 9th oct instead of tmr... MaSk-VaDeRs... rock on! hahaa.... *banana split & other hand signals* lol....
eating breakfast now.... heee.... lessons at 2.30... =)
Block supper at 9 tonight... hope tonight is fun.. haha... quite tired of night used to do hw.... it's a friday!! hahaa... we shall see...
`love
9/30/2005 10:24:00 am
Thursday, September 29, 2005
i believe that eating chocolate cheers you up... do you?
My friends and I used to buy chocolate for whoever is unhappie.. and the whole lot of us will have a chocolate feast together... those were the days.....
Lots of things to be done, but i'm not doing any of them...
Things to be due in the next 3 weeks,
-2 huge projects (scores to be included as both module are non-examinable)
-2 essays (one of 1200 to 1500 words, another of 2500 to 3000 words, both from the 2 same modules as above.)
-3 tests
-2 lab report.
Haiz.... of all those mentioned above, I've yet to recieve all of the work load... the 3 tests are not specified yet, but we were told we are having them, lab is yet to be done (to be done next week n e week after), 1 essay can only be done next week.....
better get cracking rite? haha... well, still not in the mood of intense studying... will see how things goes... shall do as much as i can when i'm free, to prevent unnecessary stress in me...
Xplat paintball is this coming saturday... cant wait to play... you guys now that when it comes to playing, i'm willing to give up everything else.. hahaa... so.. yea.. hope it's fun.. =) i tink it will be...
meanwhile, i shall scout around n see what i feel like doing... most likely project ba... finish it early, n get it over n done with... =)
`love
9/29/2005 01:55:00 pm
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Yesterday during one of my lessons, we were told to write a eulogy. We were given an article to read and comment on. it's titled "Living le vida loca - backwards". I don't know about the others who were in the same activity as me and how they felt about it, but i seriously felt that it was a meaningful thing to do. We were told that we should learn how to be a better person each day, and live our life to the fullest. In the movie titled "Dead Poet Society" we watched during the same lesson, I remember a word once quoted by my GP teacher back in JC when we watched the same movie then. Carpe Diem. Carpe Diem means seize the day, make your everyday extraordinary. In school, we should not only learn to achieve in result wise. Getting the best results, getting the best job, having the highest pay, living in the biggest house, having the most assets all don't mean a thing to you when you die. Instead, people remember you for who you are, for your good personality, not for your money. This is where the eulogy part come in. Actually, this is only the 2nd time I've heard of the word eulogy. I didnt have any idea on what it means or what it is, and I've never heard of one before too. In the above mentioned article, it got me thinking, what kind of a person would I want to be remembered by when I'm gone? In all eulogy, things like "a good mother, caring friend, dedicated person, warm-hearted lady" comes into mind. Most people would go "I'm blessed to have a friend like her, she created an impact in my life by doing ........" and "I remember her by the smile on her face, her kindness, her cheerfulness....." No one will actually go "I remember her by the amount of assets she left with us, remember her for being the top scholar when we were in sch back then." Ultimately, personality still matters most. Living life is not all about getting good results and good jobs. It pays to be kind to others. Who knows, I might need others' help next time.
So, the whole class was made to write a eulogy and how they want themselves to be remembered? What is important in my life? We were also told to live our eulogy backwards and start being the kind of person we want to be.
What kind of eulogy do you think i deserve?
`love
9/28/2005 05:14:00 pm
wanted to get mouthpiece today.. end up shopping as PS with ziqian... hahaa... didnt really hav a wide selection at yamaha... so.. might as well wait and see if any nicer ones comes along..
bought quite a number of maggie n stuff... and emptied carrefour... to stock up my almost emptied shelf.. hahaa... yea... it was enjoyable... lol... we went to eat some sausage thing at PS basement... it's yummy.. hahaa... mine was veri cheesy.. n i liked it... heee.... n today is tuesday!! lol... waffle at Gelare is half price.. hahaa... ate waffle ice cream.. even more yummy! hahaa...
felt like hungry ghost being released... cant believe how we managed to stay in PS for more then 3 hrs... not like there's alot of things to shop for.. hahaa... felt like it's been a long time since i last went town.. or rather, went shopping... all the time i spent was bedok, n boonlay.... n no where else... lol..
feeling a little sleepy le... gotta sleep soon... well... shall sleep after doing my project stuff....
*yawnz*
`love
9/28/2005 12:54:00 am
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
oh what a healthy lifestyle.. haha... it'll be gd if i can maintain it this way... i went jogging again jus now... lol...
yea.. it's late... need to sleep... shall get along with my tutorials tmr... sleepy...
`love
9/27/2005 02:54:00 am
Monday, September 26, 2005
wah... yesterday is one day of my hostel life i totally didnt get to enjoy at all... no games, no tcs, no nothing.. it was pure work the whole night... nearly went mad... couldnt take it anymore... was almost on the verge of crying... this is wat happen to me when i push all my stuff to the veri last minute... it was like this last sunday too, except last sunday i wasn't so tense... i'm all to blame for all these crap... i shouldn't have procrastinated in the first place... thanx to ziqian for calming me down... should stop this bad habit and start doing whatever things that have to be completed early.. tink i was too stressed last night... but everything is back to normal again.. (i hope so) though i still feel abit stressed up over it... slept at 2 last night n yet not able to complete everything... sigh... gotta work harder now... if not i'd probably die during tutorials later...
`love
9/26/2005 10:53:00 am
Sunday, September 25, 2005
best. i fell asleep while using the com... soorie to all the ppl who tried to talk to me jus now but i didnt respond.. err.. yea.. i fell asleep... den my battery was too low, so it didnt survived... n i was signed out of msn... =(
currently waiting for it to finish charging... n i am going to sleep... ahaa.. cannot tahan.. my brain is barely processing anything.. all the work will hav to be postpone to tmr i guess... sigh.. another sign of procrastination.... i hate this...
`love
9/25/2005 01:15:00 am
Saturday, September 24, 2005
i went jogging.
hahaa... joce.. dun u jus hav smt to comment on that?
anyway, jogging was cool.. haha.. i haven went jogging for more than a yr.. surprised i could still run.. haha.. now my whole body aches.. though i dun it's entire due to jogging... went for mass movie after that.. the movie was ok la.. though it was pretty much dumb at certain parts.. hahaa... went back to hall to play cluedo n tcs till day break.. i love my hall! the peeps here are so fun! hahaa... i look forward to my stay for the next dunno how many months man.. hahaa...
yea.. now super tired.. supposed to go for some band thing at 10... and yet i'm still here.. hmmm... woke up late... remembered i gotta copy some quotations online.. so i came online... hooked onto the song that's been on m repeat for the past few days.. now i cant bear to off the com... hahaa...
sigh... still, i gtg... so.. i shall blog another time with another interesting activity.. haha...
`love
9/24/2005 10:01:00 am
Thursday, September 22, 2005
overslept today. i woke up at 8.25, realising that i hav a lecture at 8.30. needless to say, i rushed everything n ran there.. hahaa... made it at 8.40 at least... fast hur? lol.. i've got lots of training back then.. i was a regular latecomer.. oops. =P
feel like sleeping now.. but i've gotta finish up my work first.. i'll be grateful for this for the next few days if i finish it now.. =)
at the same time, i'm listening to this supe nice canto song.. somehow got hooked onto canto songs these days... haha.. it's really nice.. but veri hard to sing... super good mood to do hw!! better chao n finish it fast while the mood last...
=)
`love
9/22/2005 04:42:00 pm
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
had a laughing fit jus now.. hahahaa.... liya offered me conetto ice cream, n guess wat?? it's melted!! hahahaa... she actually jus left it in the fridge compartment not knowing there's one thing called freezer up there!!! hahahaa... goodness... so yea.. now she noes, n her conetto is up there freezing in progress... hahahahaa
jus came back from band... played danse diabolique, animal carnival, n with heart n soul... had another laughing fit back in the band room with jinyue... hahaa... i totally malu-ed myself la! jinyue is a little crazy today.. think it's got something to do with not sitting beside zhibin today... hahaa... she keep saying that zhibin refuse to talk to her... so she made me sit beside her.. lol.. but it's fun.. =) actually, the whole laughing fit started with me malu-ing myself.... jinfa (this trumpeter who was in PnP comm) used to have long hair... i really mean long hair.. as in... like jerry yan those kind... den today he came with a total new image n i didnt recognise him.. he cut his hair, wear specs, change fashion style! haha... jinyue tot he looked farmiliar, suspected it's jinfa, but didn dare to confirm.. so she ask me if i noe jinfa is here, so that i can point him out to her to let her double confirm her guess... i didnt see him around (erm.. i didnt see the long haired jinfa around) so i stupidly told her he's not here... to double confirm, i thought i should jus ask any random trumpeter whether he's here.. i mean.. most prob you'll noe if ur section mate is here right? n guess wat?? i went to ask jinfa if jinfa is here!!! so malu lor... he tried veri hard to control n not laugh la... but he couldn't n broke out into a serious laughing fit... hahhaaa... jinyue was laughing uncontrollably too.. hahaha... i still didnt noe wat happened, so i stupidly (once again) ask jinfa wat's wrong... man... i cant imagine wat he see me as now.... hahahhaaa.....
besides this whole wrong recognition thing, jinyue commented on one of the piece of music we played jus now... damn funny la, the way she say.. haha... i play halfway n gave way... i couldn't continue on playing, cos i was too busy laughing... man.. we must have been a nuisance today...
now, slacking in the room... going to bathe first, den probably do my tutorial... hai.. gotta be more hardworking then this....
so.. this is it for today... shall update again when i hav the time...
to jocelyn: i'm happy... hahaa...
`love
9/21/2005 11:52:00 pm
Friday, September 16, 2005
i'm attempting to study here... i'm left all alone in the hall... well.. not really alone as in alone... but i'm like the only gal freshie left from the 3rd n 5th floor... currently for freshie, only ziqian, jianping, sio, and felix left le...
hmmm... hope i can study... really.. haha... i need to..
meanwhile, let it be... i'm happie as it is.. dun make a change...
`love
9/16/2005 09:11:00 pm
Thursday, September 15, 2005
3rd consecutive night (or should i say morning?) that i went to bed at 5am... tired.... super tired... i barely slept 4 hours a day... n i'm surprise that i'm not falling asleep on the keyboard currently...
jus finished my noodles... no choice.. had to eat... got super bad gastric... hai.. these days i keep getting gastric... god.. my stomach is wearing out.... hope it heal soon.. got a bad sorethroat too... hope i'm fine by tmr... (or should i say today) cos i dun wanna go aound sounding sexy.. hahaha
i'm fine as always... happie too... erm.. i'm always happie anyway.. hahhaa.... alright.. shall go collect my laundry... cant stand the smoke smell from ktv jus now.. that explain the laundry being done at such unearthly hour.. haha.. oh.. i terribly enjoyed the ktv session jus now... hahaa... 50! rock on! =)
`love
9/15/2005 04:35:00 am
Sunday, September 11, 2005
things to be done during term break..
-lab report
-lab report again
-math assignment
-PBL project
-AED101 project
-study for chemistry test
events/activities to be present during term break..
-BSc club retreat
-band practice
-2B outing
-nie og outing
-band outing
-PBL meeting
-AED101 meeting
-lantern festival celebration
hmmm... the whole week is filled with stuff... not gonna go for all though... it clashes... wanna hurry hurry finish my stuff now.. so that i can concentrate on fun during the week.. i'm always thinking of fun... hai... that's jus me... but dun worry, i'm gonna concentrate on my studies too.. i dun wanna pay back the gov for bond breaking.. hahaa...
jus a short note to joce, i noe wat i'm doing.. i wun go too far... but i'm not able to put a stop to it.. soorie... i'm enjoying it too much.. it's too much to let go... i'll try to heed ur advice though.. but perhaps not that soon...
`love
9/11/2005 02:59:00 pm
Saturday, September 10, 2005
i dunno how i'm supposed to be feeling.... one moment it's up, another it's down... i've no idea what to expect next... term break is burnt... the entire week is filled with activities... i'm doomed... i'm glad u'r just there... at least u'r there...
`love
9/10/2005 10:05:00 pm
Monday, September 05, 2005
my life's in a mess...
band is messing it up...
studies is messing it up...
i'm messing it up too....
sigh... i should stop thinking about it... but soorie.. i really cant help it... it's too perfect... too much for me to forget...
everything seems to be happening all over again... and in a while, it's all gonna go away... and be memories of the past.... and the new will come, and here comes a cycle.... everything will change... but me.
`love
9/05/2005 11:14:00 pm
