the hill of work is coming...
assignments, essays, everything....

yet i choose not to think about it...
shall do it one by one as the dateline draws nearer ba...

this 1 week of recess week is simply like a holiday week for me...

a good recess indeed...



and after this recess, the hill of work is gonna crash in... and time is gonna be tight again... soon it'll be submission.. and then it'll be break for exams.. and eventually, the exams...

time flies..

i don't wanna do any work......

好开心!
我终于可以 type chinese 了!!

哈哈哈!!

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原来我一直以来在寻找的,
只是一颗真诚的心.

所有的"完美理想男朋友"
都是假的.

缘分
才是真的.

我在你身上找到那一颗真诚的心.

这
就是缘分.



有了你,
世界变得奇妙.

所有的不开心,
都会离我而去.

因为我知道我们彼此心中有爱,
所有的困难都能克服.

爱
很奇妙.

爱
很简单.

谢谢你给我这份爱.




完美的缘分
就我和你拥有. =)

serendipity.



i now start to believe that fortunate accidents do exist...




and i love the word serendipity... as much as i love the meaning of it...



serendipity. bliss.

reflective mood tonight...

all of a sudden..
i don't feel like letting you go..
i don't want the walk to end..
i don't wanna have to let go of your hand..

despite seeing you almost everyday..
i still feel like i miss you lots...

i promise i'll try to make more time for you..
and only for you...





strawberry cheesecake ice-cream!
love you! =)

so calm...
so at ease...
with a person so dear...
with words so close to the heart...

u make me feel like having to know u is the best thing that can ever happen to me...




*huggs

first.. i kinda overslept despite zhihao's wake up call (sorry dear i didnt wake up!)..
then.. i missed both shuttle and 199...
and then.. i arrived at lecture past 10 (when it's supposed to be at 9.30)...
so.. i waited outside for the lecture to finish before proceeding to tutorial after that...

and then.. i realise i forgot my jacket..
so.. i went back to take it.. had my lunch.. and took a 15 mins nap before my next lesson..
and as usual.. i overslept.. missed the bus AGAIN.. and arrived at lecture 20 mins late.

that's not all...
i didnt do tang's tutorial (as usual.. cos i nv did like doing his tutorial in the first place)
and today.. he made me sit right in front! first row!!

roar.... what's wrong with today??




guess it's just a baddddd day...
longgggg day too...

now in comp lab trying to waste the next 2 hrs waiting for ACY to start... 1 hr left to nua... cos lesson's starting at 5.30... i'm so not looking forward to class today... maybe cos i started with a bad day... sigh...



lets just hope 8.30 come soon... so that i can go get dinner done, wash up, and have a good sleep... before waking up to study for the coming cal 1 test on thurs... i feel so disorientated all of a sudden... sigh...

all because i started with a bad day!!!


ok ok... enough whining and complaining... not much left of the day anyway... night is gonna arrive soon.. and everything is just gonna change for the better...





yesterday's conversation is so close to the heart...
it's one i'll nv forget...

a super chui stats test...

roar!!!




i'm not gonna let history repeat itself... i'm gonna work harder than this...





the hersheys kisses made up for everything though... smiles...

we were under the stars...
out in the cold night...
looking up at the vast sky...

everything everything...
a dream no more...




cos dreams came true...

looks like my sleep skills just got a level up!

because.......

i not only fell asleep while watching a video for my test at 8.30 in the morning, i fell asleep halfway writing!!!!!! ROAR... i ended up writing on the same spot over and over again... i woke up in shock finding my paper smudged with ink, and lots of words which i totally can't make any sense out of it!! and so i had to liquid away all the nonsense.... and while waiting for it to dry, i fell asleep AGAIN. and so the whole thing repeated... and so i had to liquid a second time... i eventually resorted to holding my eyes open before i could get started with the test.. and oh well... guess i screwed it completely... hopefully i'll be graded with at least some marks for writing some main points from the video (which i hardly watch). hahaa! thank god it's not a core module!!





meanwhile, life is good! just a little lack of sleep, a little more stress cos of all the test, assignments and projects coming up... but i've got a lot more love! so that makes up for all the rest i guess... =)

so happy!

first of all, dear accompanied me ytd afternoon while i do my work.. was watching webcast for a module which i completely forgotten that i had an e-quiz to complete which comes together with the webcast. i remembered only after my tutor emailed me saying i haven't done the quiz! my goodness!! but luckily the webcast was pretty interesting, and the quiz wasn't that hard! i had my notes with me, so scored full marks! and it's so heng that i didnt anyhow do it, cos the marks are actually counted to a small percentage to the overall! phew...

was working on the assignment for the same module... being anal about making everything nice nice as usual, i spent a long time drawing diagrams and squares for illustration of answers on the computer. it's almost done now! 1 more qn to go! partner Marinah is happy, and so am i!

just done the reflection for some article for ACY module... not too bad.. didn't finish reading the whole article, so basically made up the reflection with a lot of own words... hahaa... hope he doesn't think i smoked it through (which in actual fact i really did!) hahahaha...

now all that's left (for the time being) is tang's assignment. heard from sihua and khai saying it's not easy... hopefully i don't lose this mood after i come back from dinner so that i can continue on with my work (which i have to complete it anyway cos it's due tmr). haha..




just seen the photos, heard some of the recordings, and read the review for band concert mnemonic! it actually feels kinda good! the review sounds good no doubt! i didn't think we played that well though... but like what dear said, we can always focus on the good things, and not the bad ones... they actually said horns had good intonation in noah's ark! hooray! haha... so my high notes from playing 1st horn for noah's ark actually paid off! lol... the others didnt sound that bad too! well.. except for mistakes which are obvious to me (maybe not to the audience), i think the rest are really quite ok.. hahaa... maybe my expectation is not that high... afterall, i felt really bad right after the concert feeling that it's was a pretty chui one... now everything felt ok again.. =)




its surprising how things seems to go so well!
maybe cos you're around!

*huggs for dear

some say the word bliss is written all over my face!

and indeed... i really do feel the happiness deep down my heart...




with you around
i felt as though i've migrated to fairy land with you
happily ever after!

no matter how sad and emo i am, you're always able to put a smile on my face...
no matter how busy i am, i'll always wanna make time for you...
no matter what i feel like doing, you're always being so supportive of me...

big hug for you for being such a dear!




was testing out my 3-in-1 printer bought at the comex fair last weekend... and i printed out a family photo with my dad, mum, bro, sis-in-law and nephew in it! my mum was obssessing with that photo and even said she wanted to laminate it! that's what a grandson can do to a grandma... make her happy beyond words! =)

the second photo i printed is a photo me and dear, taken at the beach... so happie! new addition to my board in hall!

and not to forget, i have to print all my assignments out too... haha.. so thank goodness i got that printer! or i'll have to travel all the way to NIE early monday morning to print them all out...




and.. and.. the latest issue i'm being po ma about is joining the hall production as the cast! i really really really wanna try smt new and join hall prod... i really really really feel like acting....

but... there're so many constrains... and the biggest of them all is time.

i'll really have to consider it carefully.... wonder when will the roles be open till...




the following conversation is super funny (or at least it made me laugh till my dad heard me in the living room)


[jOceLyN^ikaNbiLlie™] says: oh....it's what you do to me.....
[jOceLyN^ikaNbiLlie™] says: hahaha
JiLL . says: hahah lalalal
JiLL . says: i like that song
JiLL . says: it's niceee
JiLL . says: sad though
[jOceLyN^ikaNbiLlie™] says: listen to my voice, it's my disguise....im right by ur side
JiLL . says: esp that day when we were sitting outside the bus stop
JiLL . says: hahahhah!!
[jOceLyN^ikaNbiLlie™] says: it's very nice
[jOceLyN^ikaNbiLlie™] says: hahahahhaa
sEreNa^ -- silly girl says: what song is it?!?!!!
JiLL . says: oooh it's what u do to meeee
sEreNa^ -- silly girl says: how come i don't know!!
JiLL . says: ohh
JiLL . says: (ignore nene)
sEreNa^ -- silly girl says: wei!!!
JiLL . says: it's what u dooo to meee
JiLL . says: haha
JiLL . says: you're a thousand miles away but girl tonight u look so pretty yes u dooo
JiLL . says: it's hey there delilah
[jOceLyN^ikaNbiLlie™] says: HAHAHAHAHA
[jOceLyN^ikaNbiLlie™] says: Time square cant shine as bright as u
[jOceLyN^ikaNbiLlie™] says: i swear it's true....


somehow.. they just love to bully me!!! roar!!!! but oh well.. have to say that i've gotten so used to it that it'll feel weird if they stop the bullying!! hahahahha... oh well.. i know they don't mean it.. =)

what are friends for?
(bet they'll say i'm for bullying!!! haha!!)

love them nonetheless... =)




and i love u too dear!
bliss!

the following post is going to consist of 2 parts. 1 happy, another sad.



i would really like to thank this very special person
who brightens up my life with his smile
who touched my heart with his words
who shares my story in my magical fairy land
who lights up my life with his sincerity

i spent a very magical day
one that felt like a dream
yet it is so real it's taking place at that very moment
with the very special person
filling every second with love and happiness

everything happened so fast
it felt so surreal
like as if it didnt take place at all
but yet it did.

but nothing else mattered anymore...
cos i've got you... =)





love is so amazing
it can take u up to cloud 9..
yet it can cause u hell lot of miseries...

my friend,
don't cry

if he's not worth it now
he's not gonna be worth it 1 month or 10 years from now...

i just want you to take it easy on yourself...
and most importantly of all..

let go...

someone better will come along...


and you'll always have me...





freeze time...
and make happiness last forever...

this is by far the worse concert i've performed for. i have my fair contribution of mistakes to the concert. but everything is over now, and the only thing commendable is the effort everyone put in for the concert. regardless of all, i would really like to thank everyone for this memorable night!

esp the ppl who came down specially just for me!
-the rest of the sq ones (zhusiling, jill porkie and lynno)
-zhihao, ben and his cousin grace!
cjc might really have been pretty out of the way, and the tix might be ex... but u guys still made it down! thanx for taking time off to watch this concert! i'm really touched...

and not to forget, the band members! esp the comm members! i know i haven't been doing much of my job as a librarian.. but u guys made everything else possible!

so lets not mope over the concert, and be happy that it's finally over! =)

thanx lots to the sq ones for the flowers (real and fake)! whahaha... i love them! the sunflower is wrapped and tied with yellow string somemore... absolutely pretty! u guys know me best!






silent night
i felt the rain
and thought of my fairy tale

sitting by the window now
looking out at the rain
i once again thought of my fairy tale




i have work piling up high... e-learning week is definitely not a week for slacking, as i have more work than a normal week has for me. maybe cos lecturers all think that since we don't have to go to school, we have more time to complete their assignments at home.

roar...

but i'm not getting started at any of it...
simply cos my mind is not with me...




cos it had already gone to fairy land
where my fairy tale is going to take place...





i suddenly felt the tingly feeling in my heart...
how nice it would be if everything can come true...