it's a good day!

been sleeping and sleeping and doing much but rolling around in bed for the past few days ever since after my exam on friday... my body seem to giving a silent protest for the lack of sleep i caused myself due to exam, and is now making up by making me not wanting to get out of bed!

but....
today is a good day! haha... and my 贤妻良母 mood is here again. just wanna do the laundry, mop the floor, tidy up my table, make my bed, and pack my cupboard! haha... ridiculous as it may sound, but i really like being a 贤妻良母. hahahaa... it feels nice to know that the cleaniness of a certain space (i.e. a room or a house) is within my control, and the degree of cozy-ness of this space i have is exactly how i want it to be!

if only i can do the same to my room at home... bahhh... my house room is messy beyond hope... contributed not only by me of course... it's a massive project... hahaa!!

i've just done the laundry and hung the clothes... now for the room....

i feel good! life after exams is sooooo good. hahaha....




and i hope dear gets well soon... so that he can get in full preparation for the race this sunday! jiayou!

no wonder ppl always say.. love works wonders...

it really does.



i can barely remember what happened since after 10th nov till now... everyday seem to pass like a torture... so slowly when i am trying to get studying over and done with, yet so fast when i'm spending time with dear or when i'm not doing any revision. time slipped away... and nv recovered back... life was so mundane all day... it was just studying and revision and nothing else... everyday past so fast i can't even remember what i did for the day.

after much lost sleep, the dreaded two calculus paper are finally over. just hope i won't have to see calculus ever again. i may not be able to take the blow. hope that it's over for good.



amidst those study sessions, books and notes, there were days where we were down.... long talks became frequent and they often end us up in tears. but the tears are all worth it cos at least problems are solved and hearts are open once again.

tears of sadness gradually changed to tears of joy. u have no idea how touched i felt when i hear those words from you. tears just rolled... cos i'm too happy for words. our promises... our future... everything... it makes me look forward to life... cos it's gonna be life spent with you... and that made everything worthwhile.



for the past few days, i really wouldn't know what to do or how to handle my stress without you around. you have really been a sweet dear to me, and i know you will continue to and will always be a sweet dear. you shower me with care, concern and love. you stood by me when i was really down... what more can i ask for? i'll be there for you no matter what happens too. just like how u've treated me so dearly..

really grateful for this love.. grateful for meeting you.. grateful for everything life has given me.




content.

stardust is such an awesome movie!

it totally does not sound like the short synopsis given online! it's such a magical story, a fantasy, a dream of a lifetime!

from the last movie i've watched, i wanted to freeze time... now, i not only wanna freeze time, i wanna glow and shine... and be a pretty star...

and live happily ever after... ...




i know my dream can come true...

tired week.
energy all used up for ACY 321 instructional package! roar...

too bad it's a bloody 100%. or we won't be so worried about it.

anyway... handed it up (finally) today. mad rush. bad hair day, and every possible thing that could go wrong went wrong.

but who cares... can't do anything to salvage it already anyway... we don't have a choice here... (even though i think i care... a little... and a little heartache to know that our major major project turned out this way)

but..... it's over already. so i really should not think about it.

2 weeks more to exams. in other words, i'm really screwed. each sem seemed to be getting worse instead of better. despite having lesser examinable modules, i still feel as though life is a mad rush. how am i going to finish revision for 3 modules in 2 weeks? roar. simply roar. argh!!

things were really bad since 2 days ago. hardly even slept, and hardly even have time for anything else. everything was off my mind. the only thing that was left on my mind was the damn package. didnt think about sleep, didnt think about food (i went without food since morning till just only. surprised i weren't plague by gastric), didnt even remember our 2 months.





but it's now a happy day! or happy night at least. hahaaa... had some happy food with geetha to kick off the happy night. we had waffle ice-cream! =)

and i know we're gonna enjoy the rest of our happy night together... though it means studying in my room. hahaa... too bad i have a quiz tmr... roar... or i'd have requested to go out tonight... even if it is somewhere near... but yea... work is more urgent (as quoted from dear) hahaa...

as long as it's time spent with dear, it'll always be happy time! no matter what we are doing! huggs!!

it's been a long week. i suddenly feel that time is really running out, and that i'm suddenly forced to work.

probably facing the situation of work or fail. either i work, or i'll fail.

roar. situation not in my favour at all. due to much delay in the chemistry package (which is a darn 100% of the module grade), i'm left with absolutely no time left to study for calculus and stats test. u may say that there will be time if i want to. to me, procrastination is simply taking taking over.

just simply hate studying for the exams.

but i'm left with no choice. i have to study anyway. so since it's a do or die thing, i might as well do and make it good.

roar.

complains and more complains in this post. maybe i'm just stressed up over the upcoming datelines.

siannnz... i don't wanna think about them anymore...