the nightmare will be over.

did i mention bout exam results yet? haha

think i left it out in the last entry.

i cleared all my modules! yes. including calculus!! =) simply too happy for words. GPA up at last. though only by a tiny 0.2, i'm happy enough already. shall work harder to clear the deferred module too. things will only get better i believe. will work hard for it.

so many things happened i don't even know where to start from.

first up was the malaysia trip with my parents, lynn and jill. would say that it was a pretty bad trip. not only did we not feel like a holiday till the last day there, a lot of unfortunate events took place. jill lost her wallet on the first day at the theme park and got all of us into a pretty low mood to begin the holiday with. after mope-ing for a whole day, we decided to spend a better second day. spent the whole day at the arcade to kill time. genting is not a fun place to go after all. none of us slept well on the second night. lynn n jill woke up with terrible sorethroat + lack of sleep, while unfortunate me had food poisoning. 'laosai' and puke the whole day. the bumpy road trip down from genting to KL didn't help at all. felt super sick. was running a fever by night time, and had to get some medicine from the pharmacy to make sure it doesnt worsen. thought could have a good dinner with dad's friends from KL, but was further made worse by my grumpy mum. everything was just not going good. thank goodness my fever subsided by after dinner, and sent my mum back to the hotel, while dad spent quality with his friends. finally had some quiet time with lynn n jill n zhenkang (our malaysia friend, who is the son for one of my dad's friend). finally, for the first time since we arrived in msia 3 days ago, did we feel like we're on a holiday. went to catch some really beautiful scenary of the KL skyline. ended off with a good shopping trip in KLCC on the last day before we boarded the coach back to spore.

this was by far my worst holiday overseas. and the fact that i was missing dear so much didn't help at all. back to spore in 1 piece, and cured our 相思病. perhaps we've been spending too much time together in hall, and going overseas feels like we're parting for so long. at least things are back to normal back here in spore.

had hongxing chalet on tues, had much fun with khai around, and a good dinner with xia around! feels good to gather us together in a chalet and relax away from the busy daily life out of the chalet. to be able to play some simple card games and have a simple dinner or just simply chatting feels good. the diverse 3rd yr timetable got most of us split up, and lesser common time to meet up for meals in sch. it's a good gathering no doubt! looking forward to dinner on 27th. =)

had christmas party at mrs lim's place on wed night. good catching up with christine and kw. but a waste that kw had to leave really early. went to some dessert place after the party with lynn, jill, joce, and christine. did some catching up with our lives and spent some quality time together. *smiles*

thurs morning was dear's jc friend's wedding. thanx dear for bringing me there to witness the moment. apart from all the preaching about god and love and god is love and what not, the rest of the scenes were pretty touching. the special bond a couple now share, and to be granted the strength to face all difficulties of life together, and the joy of everything else.... i think marraige is such a happy thing. witnessing the whole ceremony with dear made everything more special then it already is. our trust and faith in our love and future, our common thoughts and ideas about the future we want to create, and everything everything... it just makes me more sure of my decision. love u dear.

coming to movies, dear and i caught enchanted and alvin and the chipmunks! hahaa... awesome movie i have to say. the chipmunks are sooooooo cute!! feel like squashing them. =P



and over the past few days, quite a number of unhappiness were voiced out. moments of low emotions overwhelmed me, and was quite at a lost of where to start evaluting things from. had numerous long talks to try make things right again. good thing our joint effort did pay off. neither of us are prepared to let go of everything we have. i believe our love will be strong enough to handle all of these issues. tired we may be, but the road is still long, and the journey must still go on. we will get there. hugs. love.





i was never sure of what i want for myself till i met u.
our love must go on.
i'll never let u go.

it's genting trip tmr! yet i don't seem to feel much for it, except that i'm gonna miss dear really much. and it's exactly what jill's feeling too! she said she can't feel the excitement at all! except that she'll miss marcus really much.

guess we'll have to really try to let go of things here and enjoy our 4 days of holiday. afterall, it's only 4 days. not like i'm going for a yr. hahahahaa.. =)

but will still miss u nonetheless. and i know u would too. hugs.

went to meet zhusiling at tiong bahru today! she have lessons at night. so as to make it easier and more convenient for her, i went down to tiong bahru! haha... since i'm so free anyway. hee... nice meet up though it's only a short dinner. we had fun talking and laughing! zhusiling seems a lot better already, and i can finally put my heart at ease. hey girl... like i say, i'll make u smile at all cost! (not at one million dollars of course!) *wink*

and.. and..
i'm going genting with my parents, jill porkie and lynno!!! hahahaa... how cool is that? it's gonna be our second trip to malaysia together! *smiles* lets hope that it doesn't rain in genting, so that we can have a fun time at the theme park! yay-ness...

going to genting brings me mixed feelings. on one hand, it means fun time with jill and lynn! but on another hand, it means i'm not gonna see dear for 4 days.

so..... i'm gonna spend as much time with him this couple of days before i leave! hahaha...


and my super messy room is finally clean again! still cluttered though, but at least it's not so messy and dusty anymore.

it's a good day today! so just smile, smile, smile and smile!




=)

new blogskin!
a good change i believe. =)

new tagboard too!
cos the old one doesn't work anymore.

a day for myself.
just sit, smile and relax.




love.

love.

first it was a trip to ikea. lots of ideas, lots for the future.
then to a good meal at pasta de waraku.
finally a night with the pretty lightings along orchard road.

a day and night of photo taking. and lots of thoughts and planning for the future! our future. =) each time we mention about it, i feel really happy. cos i know that i'll have u to take care of me. and with u around, nothing will go wrong, cos u'll always be there to protect me and to care for me. like what u say, nothing makes planning more worthwhile and heartwarming than planning it with u. i wanna let u know, i feel the same too. hugs...

and what's most important this week is that all went well on saturday! i'm really happie cos i know it mean so much to the two of us. all our worries are going away bit by bit, and things are just gonna improve. more assurance, less ambiguity.

just like what i said before. hand in hand, with double strength, we'll overcome anything and everything.

have been home the past few days... it's holidays once again, and i'm finally home! haha... finally tasting food out of ntu canteen/mac/jp/24hr kopitiam in boonlay. =)

have been home from sat to tues starting since last week. though i still feel like going back to hall all the time. it's no doubt boring in hall, but it's even more boring at home! nobody's at home! everybody is working. sian... looking out for some DIY stuff to do so as to kill my boredom...

and yes. i've yet to find my long lost inspiration to do up my room. better tidy it up before holiday ends! or i'll start finding excuses like no time la... too much to pack la... bla bla bla..... maybe..... i'll start next week... maybe... err... hee... work of procrastination is here again... =P

i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored. i wanna go out... but there seem to be no where interesting to go or to do. christmas is coming! but i'm hardly feeling anything! roar...

as for now... my stuffs are packed, ready to set out back to hall. with dear around, hopefully i can get the day over faster! meanwhile... i shall just stone... stone... and stone............

dear is a finisher of 42.195km long full marathon today!

*many many cheers!




have been down with a terrible sorethroat and flu + headache for the past 2 days (fri and sat), been to the doc twice, and thank goodness i'm all well again this morning to be able to make it to see dear after his run. it feels like i'm together in this run with him... from training to preparation for the run, to minutes before his run... i seem to be able to feel that he's brought me along with him through this whole journey... so glad that i'm able to be with him in person after his run! and that made everything complete. =)

hugs!